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EmmyL said

I Hate My Mother

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She Has Me Cornered

Hate is not a strong enough word to describe my feelings for her. I am ultimately disgusted by her.
My mom is the biggest trigger that sets me into wanting to cut/kill myself.
Growing up she was always working and I never really built...

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Tara277 said

I You Can't Change The World But You Can Find Your Soul

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Why Must It Be This Way?

I am going to get all emotional here. I haven't lived that long yet but the things I've seen are just so confusing to me. I know there is good people in this world but why is it easier to find the bad? Ever since I could remember I've...

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An EP User said

I Want to Lose Weight

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Having Children

I had a child when i was 16 and right after i started taking birth control shots and now i dont feel comfortable with myself!

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LonelyHome said

I Love To Look Up At The Stars

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Stars

When I go out and sit and point my face toward the sky, I feel I am facing the vast infinity that I cannot reach but lift my hands up anyway and feel the little lights twinkling at me...touching the moon's curves, soaking up her light...

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Shamandora said

I Think About Death

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Since My Mom Died, And Especially Before I Sleep

i could die any minute now, any second. maybe I'll die during my sleep. i wish god would give me enough time to fix myself after the whole teenage period of my life, with its confusions about who i wanna be and its stressful experiences...

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ub4me said

I Have a Beautiful Distraction

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My Foolish Interpertations Of A Lying Eye

It always starts with a fresh face,a person to whom ive not yet met.A warm smile lures me in,a few funny jokes and im living in sin.Theres so much in common,we can talk all night.And then we romance,till dawns first early light.As time...

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jessparis16 said

I Have Trichotillomania

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Recovery? Or Relapse?

Recently i have tried my hardest to stop pulling.. but its so hard especially when everything in my life is going wrong... i cant go 5 min without pulling out my hair and i fear that if i dont stop im going to ruin my hair... its gotten...

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OkCountryBoy said

I Love To Share Music With My Friends

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Sugarland Stay

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ILoveMyGuardsman said

I Am In a Relationship With a Soldier

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Elementary School Love

My boyfriend Stephen and I met in the first grade and we never thought that we would end up where we are now! He is a triplet (there are 2 boys and 1 girl). We were all friends when we were younger, them being some of my best friends as...

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ronnca1955 said

I Live In a Sexless Marriage

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I See Most Here Are Ladies

im a 57 year old man that lives in a sexless marriage, im one of those guys that like to make out during commercials and both wifes that i had always pushed and push me away. my wife now hates any touching from me whatsoever.
i...

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rclorenzo333 said

I Am Sick Of People Judging Me

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I Have A Wife Who Treats Me Bad Everyday.

Please, I have no one to talk to or a friend. I feel alone and confuse. I have two kids but seem like they are against me too from seeing their mother acts towards me. I am very sad and depressed. I don t know where to go or talk too...

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Hithier said

I Am Hopelessly Intp

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This Is Why You Should Never Ask Intp's How They Are Feeling. Lol.

INTPs are very feeling, but this is extroverted feeling, and is closely tied to introverted sensing. When people ask what I am feeling, it is normally clear they want introverted feelings based on extroverted sensing, baseless...

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moongazer15 said

I Am A Real Werewolf

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Strange Things

So today started out as a normal day. I went to school, started class and all was fine. Until a few hours into the day I noticed my sense of smell had vanished. Later, eyesight started tunneling and my ability to sense other people in...

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keepinglove said

I Want a Friend to Talk to

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Lost Part 2

Also forgot to say I am remarried n happily sometimes comes hard to say . But I take that a day at a time only been married a year and basicly sometimes I think I'm headed for divorce again. He is a wonderful man but we bump heads a lot...

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Tryandseewhathappens said

I Cut My Self

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Just Started

Maybe thus is how I can release the pain. By craving words into my skin. Or playing tic-tac-toe with a knife.

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An EP User said

I Am So Lost

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Today Is Just A Day.

When the phrase "looking forward to a better tommorrow" comes to my mind, many see a bright and postive future. It's a simple phase that gets many people through their days, a phase that build a glimmer of hope that dwells within those...

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