Last Seen Jan 16, 2011
Member Since Oct 12, 2009
Favorite Quote "There are two kinds of light-- the glow that illuminates, and the glare that obscures."—James Thurber
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day 11-16
Music super human, mad, bartender...
Local Time April 21st, 12:50 AM

I Want to Know Ten Things About You

Ten More... i love lavender and yellow green and blue. and i love to see these colors around me. i was hit by a motorbike onse and sent me flying off to unconsciousness i love high heeled... [more]
  • I Rescued a Cat

    Rescued Finally... im not a fan of them, but i do love them, these cute kittens. nothing much to tell this time except that i have been disturbed by a constant kitten cry for help. i knew there were litters out and d… [more]
  • I A Jeans and a T-shirt Kind of Girl

    My, Im Old Fashioned ok, i admit it, i do not wear a skirt or a dress except when its needed. And most of the time, i dont.i fancy t-shirts and pants since time immemorial (?), and i somehow stick to that fashio… [more]
  • I Would Rather Be Alone Than Be With the Wrong Person

    I Agree im the type of person who would prefer to be alone than be with the wrong person.and im not talking about a bf. im referring the people i know. nothing irks me up and ruin my day than being … [more]
  • I Love To Travel Anywhere, Any Time

    Where I've Been... it has always been my dream to travel around the world since i was a kid. this is one tough dream considering our financial status. i grew up exploring the little world that i am in, usually it's j… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    lately i got myself into too many tasks enough to keep my head spinning. so i went to my own silent-mode-not-talking-about-people thing and just kept my head down for days and weeks... i had two housemates who are also my colleagues. well the two hooked-up but, they never told me (dont know why)..and yeah it's a big thing (for them, and i dont know why)..i mean the secrecy of their relationship (duh!) so, with all those issues in my head which got me occupied and bz, and the lovers-in-paris around, i never thought that a new story could be weaved among us. statements like " you used to be friends" and "dont tell her about blah! blah!blah!" were circling in the office. then i realized, i was … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    im in love and im telling him
    ok. it wasnt accidental. or maybe it was...we talked, we talked, we talked. about stuff, and life, and friends, and work, and friends. and stuff.. we shared pictures, ideas, laughter, painful experiences, happiness... a month later i realized im missing him, i frequently check my e-mail, hoping to see his name. lol! when its there, my heart would beat faster (im sure its my heartbeat im hearing) louder and louder... before i hit the pillows, i check his pictures, (he isnt brad pitt or george clooney type, but im sure, he looks sooo darn handsome in my eyes) yeah, i admit. im hooked. and to make matters worst and kill the excitement, lol! i told him. hehehe. nuts. i know! but it's fun, and i … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    ripping it off my chest
    i used to be a good person. and i still think i am, and my friends say that i am. i have been back-stabbed and black-mailed. i have cried barrels (used to be pails) of tears, to the point that i could no longer breathe and my shirt fully soaked (countless no. of shirts got tear-stained) i used to be innocent, and i know i still am... but this crazy world of mine, same as yours, took away that innocence from me, robbed it from my soul. and forcing down my throat, life's sad realities. i was once that little girl. whose heart so pure, ready to flash that beautiful smile, with glittering eyes. lies. all lies. i used to be that pitiful, stupid, dumb little girl. never learning, and ignorant. too… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    i never said 'i love u' to those people that i loved...… [more]
  • my challenge

    Posted on: December 29th, 2009 at 8:11PM

    just like everyone else, we start gaining weight...and i am not exempted.i have to fight the bulges, so i can still be comfortable with my body and i can move with ease and not be worried with my clothes. for being short, its hard to find the right fit for my body. i hate to see my shapeless body and i hate to feel the bulging tummy and the love handles on the sides. i can see that my arm is showing the signs too, and this means i have to burn more than what i take in. just like any woman, we want to be sexy and comfy with our body. i dont have that big butt to balance the tummy- i just hate what i see in the mirror. we're built petite, but im not seeing that in me now. this is one huge cha… [more]


  • my extended network, my friends

    Posted on: October 15th, 2009 at 6:15AM

    i want to know you, not just to have u added in my friends list, like picture frames on a wall- collecting dusts. i want to be closer, not because i am trying to gather information about u or to brag about our friendship, or to tell the world what i knew about u. i want to be your friend, no matter where you are, no matter what u r, no matter how different we are... i want us to be friends. to laugh with, to talk with, to cry with, to connect with for u r out there, in my extended network.… [more]


  • fear

    Posted on: November 23rd, 2009 at 5:34AM

    i say i am strong and i say it all the time i take the lead when nobody else will i make promises and i make vows i face obstacles and i dare fate i believe i am strong but all's a facade just a facade a thin dividing wall shielding the soul behind weak, fragile, strengthened by faith afraid to come out or to face that one huge fear. unknown.… [more]


  • tis the season to be jolly...

    Posted on: December 8th, 2009 at 2:59AM

    It's one great and most awaited celebration of the year. And i had so many wonderful memories every year. But then that would make me sound and feel old. So, those memories will be stored in that treasure box and to be opened by the time i reach old age. Which wont happen in 30years. for this year, it's giving me a different feeling. it's not as exciting as it used to be. It's not giving me the same effect as it used to. Have i grown-up? Probably. And its making me sad. Yes there is still the usual Christmas parties. And yes i still organize those parties for my friends and colleagues and neighbors. Enough to keep me busy. Yes i still have to allocate my 13th month pay to buy stuff and goodi… [more]