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Female , 31-35
India

Depressed and lonely.. tired of putting up a smiley face when deep down i'm broken and weathered.

Last Seen Sep 16, 2013
Member Since Apr 30, 2012
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I Would Rather Be Alone Than Be With the Wrong Person

Too Late? i knew what i was getting into.... i knew 'what' he was.... i had experienced it all before i married him.... i thought i could be a positive influence in his life... i thought i could change him to... [more]
lyfsux has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Resent My Husband

    He Is So Full Of Himself My car, my bed, my tv, my phone, my life .... he's like a spoilt child not ready to share anything... i "rushed" into marriage with my best friend of 4 years and boyfriend of 6 months... everyone said… [more]
  • I Think I Want a Divorce

    Maybe I Should, Why Cant I? For the nth time, i'm here again with the sob story that my life is. My husband - I cant decide for the life of me why I'm still with him.. there are times i know he seems like a good person, bu… [more]
  • I Feel Broken Inside

    I Cant Take It Anymore.. people used to commend me on how strong i was and how i'd take on everything head on and not let anything bother my high spirits or get in way of me being happy - because i wanted to.. now i jus… [more]
  • I Sometimes Say Im Okay, Even When I'm Not

    What Else Can I Do? Yes I say I'm ok even when I'm not coz people around me would then worry who'd take care of them if I were not OK.. I live with people who I've been taking care of....Mother in-law, Father-in-law, hus… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    you are just making it easier for me..
    .... to leave you and go.. i've never been as ready to let go of you... Although it makes me sad... but your behaviour empowers me to finally take the plunge and leave you... i want to be me again... not tied to you...i want to fly.. with unclipped wings... … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    i am torn between holding on and letting go
    neither is as easy as it sounds... aaaarrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh … [more]
  • Family Confessions

    in my head its already over ....
    I have been reading lots lately - anything to keep my mind off... anything to make me feel what i'm doing is right...i came across this site that pointed 10 things that say you are ready to move on... and i scored 10/10 ... doesnt make me happy that i realise i HAVE to move on now.. I have emotionally detached myself from him... i've been asked to give him one more chance and i said i want to give him one more chance but i dont think i'm giving it to him... this last time that i did walk out seems like that was the last straw.. when i came back i was a different person... i am a different person... i cant forgive easily.. the smallest mistakes take on a big role... i feel stupid coz i'm doin… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    i wish i could go back in time....
    .... and listen to my head and not my heart telling me to say when he asked me to marry him... I knew he was not right for me... i knew i was getting into this for the wrong reasons... i knew i was doing my parents wrong.... oh but the thudding heartbeat just drowned out my sensibilities and the voices in my head shouting "nooooo  dont do it !!! .... "and even when my  head finally took charge and was able to tell me i'm getting into this quicksand with no support - my ego dint let me step back... damn ego !!... i had given my word !.. i wouldnt go back on my word... where am I today... wishing everyday even today for god to give me the strength to go back on my word... its been 10 years sin… [more]