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Transgender , 56-60
Feeling extremely mad as hell
witty, girly, lover of shoes, earrings, all things feminine..drummer, artistic, see the glass as half full and wonder who in the hell drank from it before me..Motherly, compassionate, caring giving loyal honest to a fault trustworthy and loving
Last Seen This Month
Member Since Aug 06, 2008
Favorite Quote it takes lots of money to make me look this cheap
Heritage
  • a little French-Canadian
  • and a little American
Vices M&M, cream cheese, raisin bread, cigs and pizza
Politics Liberal
Horoscope Sagittarius
Special day 12-17
Books Kite runner, Catch 22, Lord of the flies, Alice in transgenderland
Music The Pretenders, Roy Orbison, Fleetwood Mac Credence Clearwater Revival I absolutely crave ballroom classical vienna philharmonic music
Movies All Clint Eastwood stuff, bullitt, Driving Miss Diasy, Le Mans, Space cowboys
Local Time June 19th, 3:07 AM
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I Was Born In the Wrong Body

I Have This Inner Burning Posted 01/26/2013
I find it hard to look at a beautiful t gal a young one thinking that if i had the chance at an earlier age i too could share what they do experience what they do and have the same chances therefore i... [more]
  • I keep on asking myself

    Posted on: January 13th, 2009 at 3:22AM

    Am I doing the right thing by changing my gender? Can I still take care of my mom and the house or ride my motorcycle? Will my mind be of a guy trapped in a women's body with a male voice? am I going to wind up a bride of Frankenstien? the doctor wants to "speed me up to girl" on track and that means no f**ing around anymore, big boobs, big everything all over. My hair is long but **** how about a face of a woman too? I need a nose job or else I will be worse off than ugly Betty. I might wear a beenie down to my nose in all weather and try to act cool like one girl said. But I am really really afraid there are much more subtle differences to a man and a woman that I am not sure I can get bec… [more]

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  • My female doctor with busy wonderful hands!

    Posted on: September 2nd, 2010 at 6:29AM

    I went to a laser clinic and the doctor decided to do the procedure herself. She is very pretty and French with jet black hair and watery-blue eyes. She has the most beautiful pink soft lips I was to find out. During the procedure she was rubbing soft aloe-Vera on my face saying I have very soft skin and then opened up my top which was a v-neck style and rubbed more further down..my eyes closed the whole time. She didn't't go to the nipple which was just right there! but she whispered into my ear as I lay on the bed while she used the laser machine and decided to lay right on top of me rather than go to the other side she had a hand on my breast and moved in circles asking me if that "felt … [more]

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  • This entry from Yahoo describes my condtion

    Posted on: August 14th, 2011 at 4:31PM

    Transsexual PEOPLE commit suicide because they feel there is no other way to end their pain. For many people, the challenge of Transition, or even revealing their secret, is too painful to contemplate. Though I despise much of the book this passage is from, this is actually a relevant and accurate answer to your question. "Transsexualism is like a tornado. The tornado is the only force in nature that is entirely destructive. Fires destroy everything, but they clear away dead underbrush and fertilize the soil... it even is required for many flowering plants and trees to germinate. Hurricanes, rains, floods, mudslides, wind, earthquakes, all destroy but build... marshes and wetlands, mountain… [more]

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  • a new name I learned

    Posted on: September 4th, 2011 at 12:07AM

    Called "mis-gendering" when a transexual male or female disrespects another by calling that other one thier biological name rather than thier accepted and true identity. I just described what happened to me when a disgrunteled transwoman out of jealous rage called me a "sir and a man" that ought to be ashamed to represent those who are transgendered like herself" wow what a statement it cost her to lose her rights to ever go to that website again for the rest of her life. I did nothihng to ashame her all I did was tell her the dangers of transwomen and men today getting hurt and the close calls I had. That was it. She flew off the handle. Apparently she portrays herself as some modern day Ra… [more]

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