Female , 18-21

I used to be a bubbly person who could brush things off easily. Not anymore. I have recently become a good liar and an actress, having to live my entire life as a lie, making everyone think I truly am 'happy'

Last Seen May 1
Member Since May 10, 2012
Favorite Quote Meh.
  • a little Chinese
  • and a little Indian (Tamil)
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Leo
Special day 8-19
Local Time July 4th, 1:29 AM

I Am Colder Than I Was Before

I've noticed many changes in me, so one day, I decided to just sit down, and do a little reflection of my own. Who am I, really? What have I become? Why am I doing what I'm doing? But the one... [more]
macabreprincess has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Have a Verbally Abusive Father

    Confused. Help Me Please? I live in Malaysia, and I will turn 18 in August. My father and I have a strange relationship. When I was younger (I was an only child then), things were different. I felt loved. And I used to love hi… [more]
  • I Hate Myself

    Don't Get Me Started... I hate myself. I hate what I am now, I hate what I have become. I hate the fact that I feel like this, and I can't do anything about it. I have atopic dermatitis, and its killing me. Its a skin condit… [more]
  • I Hate Txt Spk

    Text Speak: Bastardizing The English Language. Yay. Thankfully, I am not the only one with this strong dislike for texting language. Is it that difficult for them to use proper spelling and grammar? I find it sad that the English language has been… [more]
  • I Want to Believe In God But I Just Don't

    I Might Be An Atheist. So What? There have been times where people ask me why I can be 'disrespectful' towards religions by not praying, or not following certain 'rules' society feels I need to follow. I keep asking them the same qu… [more]