Female , 18-21

I hate myself, usually. If i'm not exercising, working or hanging out with friends, I'm sad. I love to play my guitar, mostly metal stuff, and I enjoy singing Alexisonfire songs and Rise Against songs. I hope to become a famous musician one day, mostly so I can give the money I make to charity. I love to cook, but I want to get tattoos and you need to be un-inked to be a pro-chef. So now I'm just focusing on becoming a musician... I hate hate hate talking about my feelings, and things that bother me. I am very protective of my friends and family, I don't give a crap about... I hate children, They're disgusting, I hate overly fat people, who think it's OK and sexy to be over-weight. That's just wrong. Anyways, I love to be cheery, sometimes I actually am too! My passion is my guitar, It's like my child, except without the crying and pooping. The only problem I have with knowing a musical intrument is, once I mastered my guitar, I can't help but analyze ever piece of music I listen to, it's kind of annoying. My hiccups sound fake, they sound like a squeak, and my sneezes sound like a giggle and a squeak. I make weird high-pitched noises.

I live to please those I love, I enjoy putting aside my problems to help others. I know I'll get my time to share my feelings, but I just have this overwhelming-ness to put others before myself. Yes, I think it's unhealthy, but I love the person I am, eating disorder and all.

Last Seen May 13, 2012
Member Since Jul 17, 2009
Favorite Quote
  • a little Greek
  • and a little Cuban
  • and a little Polish
  • and a little Newfoundlander
  • and a little Irish
Vices sex, eating, puking, turning people on/flirting
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Gemini
Special day
Books anything D&D
Music My fav's rang from paramore, the used & anti-flag to pantera, Pg.99, and Circle Takes A Square. I love loud music to head bang to & mosh to. I love to learn the guitar parts of bands I like.
Movies mostly scary, romantic and heart warming
Local Time July 5th, 8:01 PM

I Have a Confession

I know you're my brothers best friend... Im sorry Robin for stealing your bff so we can laugh about the music that we love. But when his tail light comes flying past the... [more]
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  • I Hate My Parents

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    Yay To New Boytoys! okay so this was a very long weekend ;D me and my new boytoy ****** 11 times total ^-^ I swear he's trying to loosen me up, even though he says he likes how tight i am! I'm kind of a *****, be… [more]