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Male , 51-55
Feeling upset
Cannot find 1 good reason to live.

AN OLD TIME ROCK N ROLL HIPPIE

Last Seen Mar 30
Member Since Jul 29, 2010
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Heritage
  • 100% American
  • and a little Scottish
  • and a little English
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little German
  • and a little Dutch
  • and a little French
  • and a little Polish
Vices SMOKING
Politics
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day 11-9
Books Medical/Sci-fi
Music CLASSICAL/STRINGS/CLASSIC ROCK
Movies MASH / LORD OF THE RINGS
Local Time April 21st, 10:18 AM
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I Believe In True Love and That Love Can Be Forever

Luv I believe it can last forever. I also believe it takes alot of work and compromise. [more]
mailmanshadow has shared 1074 Mature Experiences
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    Posted on: April 6th, 2011 at 11:03AM

    In the last year or two, as my limitations have worsened, I have closed myself off from the world.I was wondering if others do this too? My mood: extremely depressed … [more]

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  • Cronic Pain

    Posted on: April 13th, 2011 at 7:12AM

    I would like hear from from others who have cronic pain.Espically what they take and the side effects.My meds affect my memory and I believe make me kind of a hermit.… [more]

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