mandibles87 22-25, F
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Heart Broken .....
Yesterday morning my husband and I went to the doctors to see if maybe the home pregnancy test were wrong; considering I have not started my period still hasn't started. Of course I went through the whole thing at the hospital, the urine test, the blood test. They checked for everything including maybe infections or whatever. I came back healthy. Really healthy actually. Which is great , for the most part. Even though I am over weight they said that I had no health issues and that I was fine , and maybe all the feeling sick, and not having my period was because I was majorly stressed out over something. Even though most of this is good news I am still sitting here wondering what is wrong … [more]
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Wow can people get any more self Centered !
Last night I was so annoyed by one of my friends it was ridiculous. I was honest with her with how she was acting ( which was like a ungrateful brat by the way) and she basically acted like I was never there for her. She tried to make me feel guilty for not wanting to buy into her pitty party that she was throwing at me. Why is it that I always end up being the bad person because I get fed up always being there for someone who is never there for me? Can she seriously expect me to be there for her all the time, especially when there is nothing in her life that is horrible enough to complain about. I know it sounds selfish to be thinking about my own feelings, and what is going on with me, … [more]
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Trapped
I honestly feel like I am trapped in a town that I know will only drown out my potential to become some one better than who sits at home, and makes dinner for her husband. Please don't take me wrong. I love my husband, and he struggles really hard with making our life some what livable without me working. I really appreciate everything he does for the both of us, but I can't stand being that woman that just sits at home by herself waiting for the husband to get home, and hear about the ultimate adventure he has had at work. I want to be something more. I want him to be proud of who he has married. Living here I can't do that. It is mostly the highlight of my depression. Living in this … [more]
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Depression ........
For some reason in the past few weeks I have been having a difficult time getting out of this depression zone I have been in. It bothers me down to the core. Now given I am Bipolar, but I have never used that as an excuse to enable me from living my life as normal as possible. I have tried and tried to just send it up to God so he can take care of it, but I always make the same mistake of dwelling on how I feel. In result I end up with the depression flooding back to me like it never left. I think Mostly Frustration comes to mind......… [more]
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