Female , 16-17

I am just a goofy, music-loving girl from Colorado. I'm a great listener and would love to talk :)

Last Seen Jan 17, 2013
Member Since Sep 20, 2012
Favorite Quote
  • a little German
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day
Books Harry Potter series, anything really :)
Music Indie/Alternative
Movies Harry Potter series, 500 Days of Summer, Rent
Local Time April 26th, 1:10 AM

I Speak Russian

I Don't Know If You Know This... [more]
  • I Have Decided to Be Happy

    Earning My Stripes I'm not daring. I'm not bold. I'm not adventurous. But I thought I'd give it a whirl. I have had the biggest crush on a guy for years! He's two grades ahead of me, and he's way above my s… [more]
  • I Am Afraid That I'll End Up Alone

    Searching. I'm almost always okay with being alone. But I'm a very social person.. the fact that I'm okay with being alone scares me. I don't want to be alone, but I'm okay with it. I know that's confusing… [more]
  • I Want To Be Your Girlfriend Again

    Starts With A B.. Ends In Heartbreak. My heart breaks every single time I see you.. Do you see it? Can you see my already ****** up heart shattering in my eyes? Do you care? Do you think about me when you're with her? When you hug her, do… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Ok so back in 2010, I started dating this absolutely amazing guy. He was so perfect. I had to end the relationship because of some irrelevant things that happened at home, and it broke my heart. 2011 began, and I decided that I still really valued his friendship, so we kept talking. We were friends, he was one of my best. Then, around the middle of 2011, I realized I really do like this guy again, but I was scared of rejection. So, so scared. I was afraid that he wouldn't take me back, because I broke up with him in the first place.I never did anything. I think he knew, though, and I think he might have liked me back. I still never did anything. Why? 2011 passed, 2012 rolled around. Just a f… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Chameleon Girl
    I'm tired of being invisible. Of being stepped on. Of being walked over. I may not show it, you may not see it -- but I most definitely do have feelings and thoughts and emotions.  I'm bland and plain. I want to feel something, feel alive. Mostly I just feel lonely and unwanted. I'm just tired of no one caring and not being able to do anything about it.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    What Happened?
    I'm not happy anymore. My parents aren't happy with me anymore. I used to be so happy with my friends, my life, my school-life.. now I'm just not anymore. I'm an expert at faking it. My friends don't know how I feel. My parents don't know. No one knows. I'm a bottler. I bottle everything I feel, except for happiness. Recently, I've been finding myself at the breaking point more and more often.I keep myself pretty busy, to keep myself distracted. But people can't expect me to run like a machine every moment of my life.My parents want me to go to church, and they don't understand that I don't feel like I belong (as in, I belong at home - I mean, I don't fit in.) there. I don't connect with a s… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Wearing A Mask
    I know I tell you I'm fine, that I'll be ok..I know it seems like nothing ever bothers me..but the truth is, I've never felt so alone. I've never felt so hurt. I can feel the cracks in my mask, the tears in my costume.How long will it take to fall apart? Will you be there when I do?… [more]