Marilynne07 22-25, F

.... and the world did not end… [more]

WARNING: I am not trying to offend anyone so please don't read it that wayI am part black and part Spanish. However, I grew up in a very prominent side of town known for it's wealth so no one has ever called me ghetto. I like proper grammer and dress to today's fashion. My black family and friends say that I am "not black enough" and white's claim that I am "so white for a black girl." I grew up with a black dad who married a white woman so racism wasn't part of my vocabulary. Only when I was made aware of me not fully being one color did I realize that racism still exists. Granted, most of it is innocent questions like wanting to know my heritage since I am mixed. However, my last couple re… [more]

Tonight I had the plan to do homework. That's what I am currently trying to still do. I kept getting off topic bc 2 boys texted me implying they wanted to see me. When I said I was staying in tonight to do hmwk, boy #1 did not respond until a couple hours later saying "another time then." Boy #2 is shy and I think I scared him thinking I was implying something more. I simply just wanted to hang out and not focus on hmwk.During this, I wanted so badly to talk to a gf about these silly boys and the games ppl play... only to realize, I don't really have gfs. I'm easily annoyed by the games girls play and the drama that comes with it. Needless to say, I am the one alone with no one to talk to.Ir… [more]

Recently, my dad and my three siblings have come out to me as an alcoholic. To avoid the pain, I have one beer and watch old tv shows like Boy Meets World and Sabrina the Teenage Witch. I am a sucker for 90s sitcom shows… [more]