Female , 16-17
I am not your typical 17 year old female. I tend to read and write a lot. I lose myself in books. I pour out my feelings in ink and paper. I tend to be weird. But other than that im a very chill girl. :)
Last Seen Jun 11
Member Since May 20, 2012
Favorite Quote Peace love and harmony.
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Books Too many to list.
Music I listen to everything
Movies Not much of a fan of television.
Local Time December 10th, 9:36 AM
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Help ?! Well, i can no longer deny it nor hide it. I have a HUGE crush on this guy from my therapy clinic. He is also a patient of my therapist. I wish to speak to him, but i feel stupid and… [more]
U G L Y It all feels distant. When i was young i use to stare at the mirror and i liked who i saw. But with time, i lost all my confidence. Suffering with depression did not help. In … [more]
F . A . T She is about 5 steps away from her mirror. Slowly she walks to it. She can feel the disgusted bitter taste in her tongue as she walks to her mirror. And when she’s in front of her mirror she lets ou… [more]
My Struggle. I am struggling with depression. I am currently 17 years old. In about a month, i will be returning to school. I am pretty excited because i am going to be a senior. However, d… [more]
Oh my . Help? c:Ok. I have been crushing over someone. It's gotten to the point where I like really want him. And it scares me because as the saying goes "We always want what we can't have" :( So I really don't know what to do. I have no idea how to approach him either. When I walked in the room he was staring at me. He looked away when I caught him. And when he walked out the waiting room of my therapy clinic, he was looking at me from the corner of his eyes. We have the same therapsit. However his session is first. And then it's me. When he was saying bye to my therapist I would see him like looking at me. Is him looking at me from the corner of his eyes a sign? Ahhhhhhhh… [more]
Oh mannn...Well, i can no longer deny it nor hide it.I have a HUGE crush on this guy from my therapy clinic.He is also a patient of my therapist.I wish to speak to him, but i feel stupid and like an idiot.And worst of all we made eye contact one day, and it was like "Man i Love this feeling" I have even dreamed of him. Like come on, i am clearly losing it.He is definitely out my league. Yet, i want to know more of him. I want to know his name. I just want to know about him. WHAT SHOULD I DO ? </3… [more]
I GAVE IN .....I was doing so well. I controlled my desire to feel the sharp steel cut my wrist. But i did not succeed. Today i went back to my old habits. I could not control it. I was feeling numb. Worthless. And one look in the mirror and i completely lost it. I could feel the hatred take over. My reflection disguised me. I had no where to run. No one to talk to. So i gave in. And the feeling of the razor pressing against my wrist brought me back. But that was 5 hours ago. And i feel worse. But the pain, sort of soothes me. I find comfort in pain. And it sounds completely insane. But i really do not care anymore. Because cutting keeps me sane. And i have no remorse of what i did. And that's what really … [more]
My Self esteem issue.I confess i have issues with my self esteem.It all feels distant. When i was young i use to stare at the mirror and i liked who i saw.But with time, i lost all my confidence.Suffering with depression did not help.In fact it made, things worser.Now when i stare at the mirror i cant help but feel bad for myself.I sometimes grow angry and my hands form a fist and i just want to break the mirror.I want to scream till i get prettier.I want to dissapear.I dont want to live this life with this face.I feel disgusted.Fat.Ugly.IHideous.I am unhappy.I am not afraid to admit.I AM UGLY.… [more]