martarose 22-25

every time you try so hardyou want to make me happyi never tell you thank youwe go out and try to have funthe whole time i accuse you of wanting anotherbut i dont show you how i really feelyou make my life goodyou give me something to look forward tooim scared to love youi love you with all of my heartso i drive you awayyou hate me for itmy heart is goodi only want good for youi want you too have funI want to see you laugh, smilemore than anything i want thatmy fear and my delusions, they overpower that wanti make you angryi drive you awaynow you hate meand i am aloneyou will never forgive mebut why should youmy scared heart consumes the goodness and love that i have in me… [more]