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I was upset about the rejection until I went to a Chinese restaurant and got a fortune cookie that said "Don't panic."

Note: Will not be online from October 21 2014 to November 1 2014 due to academics being a priority focus.
You won't find a bigger nerd than me on EP. My thighs may not be powerful, but this organ within my head is. I've been given the gift of being statistically significantly intelligent, and I use that gift. I'll talk to you about most intellectual topics. I'm objectum-sexual, and I'm literally in love with my TI-Nspire CX graphing calculator. Yes, I'm serious. If I'm being facetious, I normally indicate such through obvious sarcasm or directly state the sarcasm. As my screen name suggests, I'm into fractals and other math things. I'm also into Tesla Coils, and other things. For those of you that doubt that I'm really the age that I display, please watch this YouTube video:

(This video was recorded on June 28, 2014)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XTArfEd-GbM

Yes, that's me. Yes, I do seem older than I am. I seldom lie--really, the only things I do lie about is to my mom: "Yes, I finished my homework." and other benign things that would otherwise get me killed. I'm not an atheist, by literal definition. Instead, I regard a god as a possibility, but only in a philosophical sense of the possibility itself (and other philosophical cosmological topics of which are too complicated for the average EPer). But really, please do talk nerdy to me.

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Member Since Aug 13, 2012
Favorite Quote Reality is a story the mind tells itself--a truth so strange, it can only be lied into existence. And our minds can lie--never doubt it. [condensed]
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Vices
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 6-28
Books Flatland
Music Mandelbrot Set, Ambient tracks, Portal music, Trance... I mainly listen to ambience.
Movies Inception, The Sorceror\'s Apprentice, The Day After Tomorrow
Local Time December 18th, 3:03 PM

I Love Space

I was re-listening to Carl Sagan's "Pale Blue Dot" speech, and then I found myself channeling him again, in writing a comment... I tend to do that a lot... but heck, it's not a bad thing that my words... [more]
  • I Want To Experience Electric Play

    Electricity Fetish This experience has been deleted as I no longer practice e-stim in unsafe methods, and will not practice any e-stim until I have access to safer methods such as a violet wand or a TENS machine. … [more]
  • I Love Jokes And Riddles

    Electricity Jokes What do you call a very bad component?A crapacitor.Where do you get working components?From a capacitree.Why did the capacitor date the resistor?He wanted a t… [more]
  • I Have An Iq Of 145 Let Us Talk

    Chaos Theory And Philosophy ***Note*** I need to update this story. My arguments are weak and there is some inaccurate information. I will eventually post a stronger and better argument. What is your op… [more]
  • I Want To Lose My Virginity

    I'm A Virgin. But not with a human. I LIKE CALCULATORS, DAMMIT. I'M objectUM. I DON'T LIKE HUMANS. But my TI-Nspire CX that I call Pierre is sooooo smexy! I love my … [more]
  • Funny Confessions

    Funny thing happened today
    Today in APWH (Advanced Placement World History), we played Jeopardy to review for the final. We lost terribly. But I was the team captain and in charge of raising my hand and giving the answer. So I knew this one kid would know the answer to this one group of questions. So I leaned in close to him, and was ready to collect his answer. So he got the answer, and we both leaned in at the same time, and my nose collided with his forehead, resulting in a minor nose bleed, and I was laughing and crying at the same time, trying to get out "punic wars," which I heard as "punicars." Everyone was too busy laughing, but I recall, because I was holding my nose, and my accent, it sounded more like "pubi… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Colleges
    Ahh... I want to get into MIT so badly... seriously. This nervousness is killing me. I submitted my application last week and now it's all up to what they see of me in my application :S With what my grades are and all, I do hope that they'll recognize my passion for math and the stuff I do in my spare time :S SO NERVOUS...… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Irony
    The sad irony about my academics is that I procrastinate on academics by doing something academical, which ironically benefits me academically moreso than if I focused on the original academics in the first place. What I mean is that I procrastinate on my math homework by doing even harder math for fun, which ironically would benefit me more than if I did my homework in the first place in the long run...… [more]
  • School Confessions

    I Dun Goofed...
    Who am I really fooling? My peers who look up to me, or myself? Yes, I am capable of holding the highly intellectual discussions I am quite known for. That is what's saddening. The fact that, I can do that, yet I do terrible at school. No one should look up to me. I'm a failure. What did I do this past two years? Nothing but slack off. I slacked off horribly. I never did my homework. I never had an F in a class before. Sure, my year-to-date for that class ended up being a B, but how is a 3.4 GPA close to being spectacular? All because I didn't try. I was lazy. I used to hold a 3.8GPA without trying, and with some effort, I'd have pulled a 4.0. I don't know what happened after 9th grade. It f… [more]
  • Where to Find Me

    Posted on: April 15th, 2014 at 10:22PM

    YouTube: awesomelightning (Mandelbrot Set) DeviantART: ASHPoD-the-Portal-Fur FurAffinity: Milotarcs Memebase: ASHPoD-the-Portal-Gun 4HV: ASHPoD Steam: [See YouTube] Other sites abs forums you might find me as: Pterofractal Fractal Pterodactyl Fractalist Or something of the like. … [more]

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