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  • a little German
  • and a little Native American
  • and a little African American
  • and a little Irish
Vices Meh..
Horoscope Cancer
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Books 1984, 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl, Armageddon's Children, The Art of War, Choke, The Elves of Cintra, Fallen Angels, Girl Interrupted, Hawkspar, Party of One, The Pleasures of the Damned, & Speak
Music BRAIDS, Elsiane, Emika, Florence + the Machine, Infected Mushroom, Kimbra, Marina & the Diamonds, Milosh, Regina Spektor, Sage Francis, & VNV Nation.
Movies Frida, Under the Tuscan Sun, Up, I'm a Cyborg But It's OK!, Hanna, Nell, Hunger, Rabbit Hole, Gigantic, Buddy Boy, Black Swan, 28 Weeks Later, What the Bleep Do We Know?, and Eat Pray Love.
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I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

Calming Tune I've been listening to this song for a year, nonstop. It's possibly one of the most beautiful and calming songs I've ever experienced. I figured I would share it. Maybe someone else might... [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Letting Go Is Never Easy, But It Is Possible And Sometimes It's Necessary In Order To Grow. I sent a goodbye letter to the love of my life just a few moments ago. We'd known each other for five years. After six months of dating back at the beginning of 2008, **** kind of hit th… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Losing Control. After being diagnosed with BPD, I've become obsessed with getting better. I have countless books on the disorder. Currently I have no insurance, so I'm going to this place in the city for therapy that… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    A Little Bit Obsessive Maybe? I woke up at 4AM this morning to one of cats making a bunch of noise. I assumed it was my cat Isi licking the lint roller again, (don't ask) so I shooed her out of my room and laid back down quickly t… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Age 13 I don't remember much except for the view from the window in your office. From the couch where I sat, staring off with deadened eyes, I remember a river, or maybe there wasn't a river at a… [more]
  • Plane that Draws a White Line

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  • An Officer and a Junkie

    Posted on: July 24th, 2012 at 7:26PM

      I've been reading this book entitled 'An Officer & a Junkie'. In a nutshell, it's about a guy who manages to graduate from West Point while "banged up" on various types of drugs, from GHB, shrooms, cocaine, to LSD. He later moves on to Absinthe, Opium, Ativan & Hydroxycut, among others. His demise ends up being a rather large dosage & combo of Paxil & Adderal, which makes him out to seem like he has Schizoaffective disorder. Now, there is no doubt that his consistent drug abuse effed up something fierce in his brain, but his Psychiatrist proceeded with putting him on Zyprexa, Depacote & Celexa, even after learning of his recent indulgence of Paxil & Adderal, while also turning him loose… [more]