megg1939 22-25, F

i have always been quite chunky growing up. never ffelt comfortable  in my body. but to do the extreme diet or cut back is hard. for some reason i am confident tho about myself..... i love to take xrated pictures i know even tho i feel i look fat that i look good . its just confusing to me ..... to feel uncomfortable about my size but to still think i look good . i want try harder to lose a little weight… [more]

intisipation...Makes me feel like a nervous wrack... i feel shaky...sick to my stomach butterflies up until the moment i see him... then i feel just shaky i know after the short converstation  i intisipate what is next i start to breath heavy my heart is racing.why all this makes no sense .before this i use to see him everyday for hours on end worked side by side....never to this extreme did i feel like this but after the absents seeing him once or twice a month makes it hard not to get all shaky.....i love him... but can't have him like a normal couple its complicated why i take what i can get makes no sense this is just they way it has to befor i am a married women...fooling around with a … [more]

sometime i get so irritated. i feel like im going crazy.i just want to be left alone....... why is it so hard to keep my emotions   of irritation at bay… [more]

 i know alot of schools have hightened there security. my son is in first grade. i haven't noticed any hightened security. where the office is located is less than 5 feet from the front door and there is a window facing the parking lot.  see we live in a small town... right outside the city limits so my son goes to a smaller school. now i have a friend with two kids they go to the schools inside the city limits. she is going on and on  about how you can't even get inside the school you have to make an appointment then the cop at the door  asks you  questions and then the kid gets asked questions before letting you in. how they have these drills and  they cut a whole in the fences where the k… [more]