mellowmeadow 22-25, F

I am completely convinced that I have indeed met my romantic soul mate and allowed him to slip thru my fingers. The one with whom I share a connection that transcends time and reason. My soul remembers when we are together. I'm afraid our paths aren't compatible in this life and both of our hearts belong to someone else. Life can be so funny.… [more]

I am typically very unemotional which gives me the appearance of having nerves of steel. For some reason this causes the people who have stuck by me to be impressed. My best friend tells me that I am one of the strongest people she knows, but I can't agree. People dont realize how resilient they are until they are themselves put to the test. My life is nowhere near how i would have imagined it to be at this point...but it is what it is. It's not some travesty or a cry for help, it just is. I try to live everyday to the fullest and cope the best I can. It's all I can do. Unfortunately, this "I don't need to talk to anyone. ever" exterior I've unintentionally built makes it extremely hard for… [more]

Everyday I wake up to a pile of hair on my pillow and everytime I shower it just comes out in my hands. I had very thick, very long hair and I am finally noticing bald spots. I'm terrified as no one can explain to me why this is happening. I am terrified of being bald. I'm not usually a vain pperson but I don't want to be ugly :(… [more]

I am completely convinced that I have indeed met my romantic soul mate and allowed him to slip thru my fingers. The one with whom I share a connection that transcends time and reason. My soul remembers when we are together. I'm afraid our paths aren't compatible in this life and both of our hearts belong to someone else. Life can be so funny.… [more]