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Female , 22-25

Pisces with Virgo rising explains a lot. I'm just a tad bit eccentric but I play nicely with others and figure ill get on just fine. I never miss an opportunity to make someone smile or drive with the windows down. I know that life can be be a short ride and I want to die knowing I gave it my best shot.

Last Seen May 9, 2013
Member Since Jun 19, 2012
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Local Time December 20th, 10:38 PM

I Have An Undiagnosed Illness

Losing My Mind :( 4 years, countless doctors, countless tests, experimental chemo, and so much pain. Why can't they figure it out? Am i being punished for something? do they make more money off of me being undiagnosed... [more]
mellowmeadow has shared 23 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome

    Surviving The Summer Heat Hello fellow POTSies. I hope youre all managing to control your pots during this heat wave if you live in the US. Unfortunately, i am not coping well at all. Other than chugging salt water, wha… [more]
  • I Have An Undiagnosed Illness

    Mystery Illness Is Taking Its Toll 3 years ago I was a normal, healthy, overachieving 19 year old girl ready to go to France and graduate. I was always active and never made any excuses and resented those who did. Unfortunately,… [more]
  • I Used to Be a Christian

    We Are All Lights I grew up in a somewhat Christian environment and living in the bible belt, I experienced my fair share of unsolicited religious doctrine shoved in my face. Of course, I was scared of God and going to… [more]
  • I Want to Know Your Most Dangerous Childhood Entertainment

    Bottle Rockets Independence day always reminds me of my days spent with the older neighbourhood children with our bottle rockets. We would shoot them from whatever we could find to see who could make them go highest… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I lost my twin flame.
    I am completely convinced that I have indeed met my romantic soul mate and allowed him to slip thru my fingers. The one with whom I share a connection that transcends time and reason. My soul remembers when we are together. I'm afraid our paths aren't compatible in this life and both of our hearts belong to someone else. Life can be so funny.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    lady inspiration has to cry too sometimes
    I am typically very unemotional which gives me the appearance of having nerves of steel. For some reason this causes the people who have stuck by me to be impressed. My best friend tells me that I am one of the strongest people she knows, but I can't agree. People dont realize how resilient they are until they are themselves put to the test. My life is nowhere near how i would have imagined it to be at this point...but it is what it is. It's not some travesty or a cry for help, it just is. I try to live everyday to the fullest and cope the best I can. It's all I can do. Unfortunately, this "I don't need to talk to anyone. ever" exterior I've unintentionally built makes it extremely hard for… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    my hair is falling out
    Everyday I wake up to a pile of hair on my pillow and everytime I shower it just comes out in my hands. I had very thick, very long hair and I am finally noticing bald spots. I'm terrified as no one can explain to me why this is happening. I am terrified of being bald. I'm not usually a vain pperson but I don't want to be ugly :(… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I lost my twin flame.
    I am completely convinced that I have indeed met my romantic soul mate and allowed him to slip thru my fingers. The one with whom I share a connection that transcends time and reason. My soul remembers when we are together. I'm afraid our paths aren't compatible in this life and both of our hearts belong to someone else. Life can be so funny.… [more]