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I Remember When I Was Truly Happy

Live Your Life. I remember when i was happy, those time of peace fullness and joy, time when i had no worries about anything, times when i felt protected by come who loved me.. a time when i was not alone... [more]
  • when there's a will there's a way.

    Posted on: April 9th, 2010 at 3:27AM

    Sunshine of hope. We can all change our own future but we cant change our own past. Some people go through many things in their lives, Sexual abuse, neglect, verbal bashing, discrimination, rejection, alcoholism... you name it, i have probably been there and done that. My latest part of my life had to have been my strongest and most significant year. i was 14 years old, my life was changed dramatically in the year 2009 i was confused yet happy but at the same time i felt anger and rejection from the people surrounding me, i thought i was alone... why was this? last year i went to south america with my adoptive mother, i was awaiting this day for such a long period of time! one of the re… [more]

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  • Watever will be, will be.

    Posted on: April 12th, 2010 at 10:15AM

    The good the bad . No one knows what life has planned for you, when the light shines so bright it tends to come with out a reason at first ... just black and white, but every time i am with you i am close to tears ... if i only had one last opportunity to go back to how things were ... when i was happy, when everyone close to me was happy. But now i need you even though i do not want to show it and when i hold it is like you almost here in my heart... it is like i enjoy being hurt and i stick around ... but i am just scared i guess... well i know i am ! i should show my emotions my real emotions i want to be me but it is so hard ... i should let you love me ... it is a shame i am out of co… [more]

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  • ways not to get pissed. LOL

    Posted on: April 9th, 2010 at 6:59AM

    When i get pissed offf.... omg i dont know how to get over things without punching the wall. lol. if there's some after effect, or you just can't get rid of the anger, find some way to let out the emotion. Wether it's by punching a pillow a couple times, or some other way you think of, just try not to let it get too out of control. Think about what you could've done to stop what happened. After you've let out the anger, just take some deep breaths and let the incident go. Take some time to calm your system and think about what just happened. When you feel the urge to yell, punch, kick, or whatever else, quickly stop yourself and take some deep breaths. iff y… [more]

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  • no matter what....

    Posted on: July 2nd, 2010 at 9:33AM

    Sometimes, i wish... That my life was easy is easy and will be easy no suffering or pain no heart brakes or loss no one to hate you or envy you To be truly loved for who you are Tu understand that life is one and we are all in that life... we are one...no matter what.... I don't think i like what i have become, something told me to run and never come back, to quit... there were sounds in my head telling me unreasonable things... things that at the same made so much sense but yet, had no meaning to it... at least i know she will always love me for who i am and i know i have done her wrong and that i thought love was black and white and that i was always rite but i knew that you weren'… [more]

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