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Female , 46-50

Last Seen Jul 25, 2013
Member Since Sep 26, 2010
Favorite Quote Everyone is a moon, and has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.
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Local Time July 29th, 7:04 AM

I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart

Strange And Sad Tonight I attended a family event and my sister wasn't there. She is in a hospice home for respiratory failure. Her husband came and it was so odd and distressing to see him without her. He was... [more]
Miasmicmoon has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Listen to Other People's Conversations

    Generation And Lifestyle Gaps Conversation between nerdy 24 year old and hip 14 year old with "swagger". 14yo, "Those shoes are fresh". 24yo. "Is that a good thing"? 14yo. "It means they are awesome, man… [more]
  • I Want to Play Two Truths and a Lie

    Welcome To My World 1.)  Had my home searched by U S Marshalls. 2.) Listen to heavy metal music. 3.) Am bisexual. Let the guessing begin.… [more]
  • I Want to Know If You Scare Off Men

    Scary In A Good Way ??? You Are 15% Scary You're so perfect that it actually is a little scary. Men keep waiting for your dark side to appear, but it just doesn't exist! … [more]
  • I 'm Sad Because My Pet Died

    Other People's Animals I worked a ten hour day. I get a text just before leaving work from my daughters boyfriend that we needed to talk. Well I think,oh, kid drama. It was much worse. I like my daughter's friends but o… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Aliens need to cure my cold
    When I am sick with a cold I have a fantasy about aliens coming to abduct me and put me in a machine that cures my cold. … [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Dark mood
    Love traps me here in life. Else I would choose death for I do not love myself.… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Day time TV...Maury and Jerry...
    So, I stayed home sick and lay on the couch watching daytime TV shows..I never watch TV. Now I am scared to leave the house....those people are really out there...shopping at my Walmart...SCARY! Are they real? I am amazed, puzzled, confused. My favorite line...one of the audience asked a guy if he was afraid the other guy would slash the tires on his "house". I am so upset I ate a stick of butter...JK ...still just saying.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Still loving
    Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.… [more]
  • My beautiful daughter

    Posted on: October 6th, 2010 at 12:52PM

    My 21 year old daughter left June 4th to go live in another state. I think she was trying to run away from herself. Now she is coming home for a brief visit. I am so happy and so excited. Filled with love and hope that she won't criticize me too much. She doesn't understand me and my choices. She is a rather rigid creature and thinks her way is always the right way. Very like my ex husband was. I think is must be genetic because my other children are more like me. Free spirits who can see through other eyes and consider that reaction or action is caused by experience and maybe habit and not judge or make hasty decisions. Although I do tend to be a little impulsive sometimes...only … [more]

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  • Stray cat story

    Posted on: January 27th, 2012 at 11:37PM

    My mother has always kept cats.  My father being the man he is indulges her and after the doggie dear died, bought her a very special cat called an Ocicat.  Lily, as they named her is the spawn of Satan.  She only likes my parents and favors my father.  She hisses and hides from everyone else.  She warms up marginally if you hang around for a few days but mostly hates everything and everybody.  Stray kitties show up at the back door and my mother puts food out and names them things like "Turnup" (because he just turned up). She had another stray outside cat that she decided needed to be spayed because she turned up with a half grown kitten. "Princess Pig" ( because she always demanded food),… [more]

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  • Random thoughts

    Posted on: February 10th, 2012 at 8:19AM

    I don't know where to put this story so I am just blogging it. There is this woman who is a contract worker for the tax department where I work. When she first came I thought she was what I call a "shadow person".  Someone who doesn't make eye contact,  Does her work and leaves, doesn't really talk to anyone.  She is tall and a little over weight.  Dresses unimaginatively and conservative.  Has long, long dark hair.  Has a pointy fox face and is not unattractive except she seems kind of plodding and unaware.  One day she came in and had toothpaste residue in the corner of her mouth.  I am really glad she brushes her teeth but that shows an unawareness of self or appearance I don't understand… [more]

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  • Perhaps

    Posted on: February 8th, 2012 at 6:51AM

    Perhaps she lives in a cage of pain.My familiar companion, murmuring in my ear, warning me against others.I am pushing it away,  I am going to heal. My new companion will be peace.… [more]

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