Male , 41-45
Feeling thoughtful
Presidential Medal of Freedom for George Takei

I am a 40+ year old with salt and pepper hair and hazel eyes, the rest changes with out much notice. Divorced twice.

Last Seen 6 hrs ago
Member Since Aug 11, 2010
Favorite Quote There is no Asian race, White Race, Black Race, Latino Race. There’s only one race, that is the human race, period. EJO
  • a little German
  • and a little Irish
  • and a little Mexican
  • and a little Spanish
Vices Pregnancy, Impregnation
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 7-10
Books Science Fiction, Fantasy
Music Rock (70\'s)
Movies Space Battleship Yamato, Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex- Solid State Society.
Local Time May 5th, 12:49 PM

I Want To Touch Pregnant Bellies

Something About...   There is something about seeing a pregnant woman walk by for me, a part of me wants to ask if I can touch her belly. To share with her in that one moment of clarity. To share with her in the joy of... [more]
Michael820 has shared 910 Mature Experiences
  • I Have a Sexual Fantasy

    My Hot Fantasy I am out at a local club (something I don't do normally, generally avoid the whole scene all together) anyway I am sipping on an Arnold Palmer. When my eyes spot a young lady sitting at a table. She … [more]
  • I Wonder About Polyandry

    Wondering About Polyandry because I am totally lost and confused about why it is that my wife wants to be so into this but it makes me uncomfortable. I am filled with feelings that I am not good enough or cannot do for her wha… [more]
  • I Am A Maiesiophiliac

    My Name Is Michael... and I am an admitted maiesiophiliac. I have been since I was in my early teens. There has always been something that stirs me deep down inside about a woman who is pregnant with child. Just even the … [more]
  • I Like Pregnant Sex

    Pregnant Sex... I am no so sure, what it is about pregnant sex that makes my motor rev. But there is something almost magickal about laying in bed and making love to a pregnant woman. Maybe it has to do with how back… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I have a safe/sacred space I like...
    To go to, in times when I am troubled or just need to relax for a bit. We all do whether it is a forest glade or some other place. For me that place is back into the womb. I imagine myself floating in the dark, the muffled sounds of a heartbeat above me. The warmth and comfort of being safe and protected and loved. The feel of it is both soothing, comforting and relaxing.… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I am tired of the Nice Guy Syndrome...
    I here and now will stop being a victim to Nice Guy Syndrome, there is nothing wrong with being a human being and having feelings, emotions and having the needs that I want meet, meet. How many times have we seen the Post about "I'm a Nice Guy", I am a hell of a great person to be around and to be with but I get walked all over and trampled into the ground and just out right used. Hi, My name is Michael and I am a Nice Guy. Now I am going to tell you for all that we are as Nice Guys is all a lie, it is camouflage. We are not so nice, we are liars, manipulators, dishonest about ourselves and how we think, feel and otherwise behave. We Nice Guys live in a world of give and we expect s… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Emotiona Masochism...
    "Some people suffer from emotional masochism. They are more comfortable when they feel sad or consider themselves failures in life, or prefer to be in a relationship with someone who cheats or insults them. People who have these kind of feelings may have been bullied or abused earlier in life, or may feel that they do not deserve success and happiness."I am coming to a conclusion and one that I am not liking all that much, but I think it is a good sign of things to come. As it does seem to explain a lot about my choices, relationships and the like. But I do have to ask myself is this what I really am. Am I someone who feels comfort in feeling sad or being a failure in life. Someone who walks… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I have no Idea anymore!
        In all honesty I have no idea anymore on anything. I am a middle aged man with no clue on life. I am adrift in a sea of people all who are wanting to live their lives the best that they know how. My relationships with my family, friends and those I love are at best a long stilted conversations as we try to find common ground. I sometimes wonder if taking vows to join the priest hood would not make more sense. I have no clue where my relationship with my second wife Andrea is going, we first seem to split apart only to get back together again. I cannot explain it, or reason with it. We are miserable together as we are not exactly what the other wants, but when we are apart we are even mor… [more]
  • Humanity Lost

    Posted on: September 28th, 2011 at 11:08AM

        So I have been doing some thinking lately, about Humanity and I am forced to wonder what happened to it? The Soylana Scandal really should be considered a wake up call in the biggest sense. We as a people stand on a cusp of change or apathy depending on which way you want to go. The execs at Soylana are all pleading the fifth, because the money that was meant to go to the company to help it out did not go to the company. Where it went is not my issue, nor will I speculate about it.    What I will speculate about though is the lack of Humanity exhibited by the execs of not only that company but also of those who run Big Oil, Big Energy, Big Government and the like. We have lost our Humani… [more]


  • Babies are magick...

    Posted on: September 16th, 2013 at 5:08PM

        It is a miracle in this day and age, when we look upon babies. Especially when they are born to a family that is mixed, it is the unique aspect of genetics. When I look upon a child I have to wonder about the mix that made that child. To me this is the ultimate in being a human being. It is the ultimate in magick to me, this is what God is to me. Maybe it is the romantic in me, but it always fascinates me when I wonder about what those chromosomes are making when a pregnant woman passes me by. I so want to share in that moment.  … [more]


  • Why?

    Posted on: October 19th, 2013 at 7:00PM

    Every so often when I am on EP, I come across some posting/group about how someone wants there wife or husband humiliated in sexual acts; or even how they themselves are humiliating their spouse or S/O because he or she is not enough for them in bed. I have to stop myself from commenting back about how if that is the case, why are you still with them. Does it give you that much enjoyment to make them suffer that they cannot fulfill your need, but yet you still keep leading them on in a relationship that has no more joy, pleasure or love. Also I will go further even though it will be bias in nature. But some of the I've gone Black and never will go back crowd irritates me to know end.  I know… [more]


  • "Octo-Mom" wants to do a Video for ProLife

    Posted on: August 19th, 2011 at 12:04PM apparently Natalie Sueliman wants to be a spokeswoman for Uhm! My mood: pretty encouraged… [more]