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Female , 18-21

Appearance: Long dark brown hair, blonde highlights, purple streaks. Green eyes, black glasses. 5'5", slim. Pierced ears.

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Personality: I am VERY funny. I can make all my friends laugh, and most adults. I like to make a lot of jokes, however, on the inside, I struggle with depression. Though, I would never have the guts to cut myself, because I have a deadly fear of pain.

On the outside, I can act like there's nothing wrong, and make anyone laugh at any time.

Last Seen Aug 27, 2013
Member Since Aug 15, 2010
Favorite Quote "Never apologize for how you feel. It's like saying sorry for being real."
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Horoscope Taurus
Special day 4-26
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Movies Harry Potter, Narnia, Tangled.
Local Time July 25th, 12:13 AM

I Cut Myself

You Wonder Why I Don't Wear Tank Tops. Do you know why I wear long sleeved shirts, in the spring, summer, fall, and winter? It's because my shoulders and arms have scars all over them. Just scars. I don't use a razor blade, I... [more]
MichaelaChase911 has shared 21 Mature Experiences
  • I Love Holding My Pee

    During Church?? Today, I really had to go to the bathroom, but I decided to hold it until at least after I got back from Sunday School. The more I think about it, I realize it was probably like, a freakin sin or some… [more]
  • I People Tell Me Im Beautiful But I Dont Feel That Way

    I Just Don't See It. People tell me that I'm beautiful/gorgeous/pretty daily...but I do not see it. I've looked in the mirror for 15 years, and I can't see what they mean. I get dressed up and try to make myself look the … [more]
  • I Want My Arms And Legs Wrapped Around You All Weekend

    Only He Can Touch Me There's nothing that I love more than being wrapped up with my boyfriend. I love just laying there with his arms around me and our legs intertwined. I went to his house for a movie night with his brot… [more]
  • I Love When Someone Says 'i Have To Pee'

    I Knew It... So I told my one guy friend about my pee fetish...and it took me a while to actually tell him, because somehow, I knew he would use it against me... Every time we are texting each other, he's al… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Does this happen to anyone else?
    There's a period after a break-up where you don't give a **** about your appearence. That's what I'm going through now. I have no one to be pretty for... For a 14 year old girl, any break-up is bad...But this was my first REAL love. He was perfect. And nice, sweet, caring, gentle. Plus, he was a year older, and French. Thus, he was perfect. I can't even explain how much I miss him. It doesn't even seem real. I thought I'd be with him for literally years. But now, there's no one to look good for. No one to dress up for. No one to care about me anymore.… [more]
  • Poetry 1

    Posted on: April 22nd, 2011 at 5:25PM

    Who I WasBy: MichaelaChase911I used to feel beautiful.I used to feel wanted.I used to feel like I meant something in this world.But you have changed that.I used to be a princess.I used to be a flower.I used to be a pretty picture.But you have changed that. I used to smile.I used to laugh.It's been a while.'Cause you have changed that. I used to dance, I used to sing.Lately, I don't do either thing.For lately all I do is dream,Because you have changed that. I'm getting better, don't you fret.Still when I sleep, my eyes are wet.My life was better when I had you.But yes, you have changed that.My mood: very depressed… [more]

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