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MichaelaChase911

Female , 18-21
Feeling very depressed
135 experiences
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Appearance: Long dark brown hair, blonde highlights, purple streaks. Green eyes, black glasses. 5'5", slim. Pierced ears. 15 Personality: I am VERY funny. I can make all my friends laugh, and most adults. I like to make a lot of jokes, however, on the inside, I struggle with depression. Though, I would never have the guts to cut myself, because I have a deadly fear of pain. On the outside, I can act like there's nothing wrong, and make anyone laugh at any time.
Last Seen 3 Months Ago
Member Since Aug 15, 2010
Favorite Quote "Never apologize for how you feel. It's like saying sorry for being real."
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Horoscope Taurus
Special day 4-26
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Movies Harry Potter, Narnia, Tangled.
Local Time June 19th, 11:21 PM
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I Cut Myself

You Wonder Why I Don't Wear Tank Tops. Posted 04/22/2011
Do you know why I wear long sleeved shirts, in the spring, summer, fall, and winter? It's because my shoulders and arms have scars all over them. Just scars. I don't use a razor blade, I... [more]
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  • Am A Christian Who Has Odd Fetishes- Yes It's Possible

    I Am A Christian Who Has Odd Fetishes- Yes It's Possible

  • Want To Lucid Dream

    I Want To Lucid Dream

  • Love Left-handed Guys

    I Love Left-handed Guys

  • Want To Be A Boy

    I Want To Be A Boy

  • Like When Guys Call Me "babe"

    I Like When Guys Call Me "babe"

  • Love Men With Black Hair And Blue Eyes

    I Love Men With Black Hair And Blue Eyes

  • Refer To My Friend As My Sister

    I Refer To My Friend As My Sister

  • Thank God For Bug Spray

    I Thank God For Bug Spray

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  • I Like to Hold My Pee

    During Church?? Posted 4/3/2011
    Today, I really had to go to the bathroom, but I decided to hold it until at least after I got back from Sunday School. The more I think about it, I realize it was probably like, a freakin sin or some… [more]

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  • I People Tell Me Im Beautiful But I Dont Feel That Way

    I Just Don't See It. Posted 4/22/2011
    People tell me that I'm beautiful/gorgeous/pretty daily...but I do not see it. I've looked in the mirror for 15 years, and I can't see what they mean. I get dressed up and try to make myself look the … [more]

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  • I Want My Arms And Legs Wrapped Around You All Weekend

    Only He Can Touch Me Posted 11/27/2010
    There's nothing that I love more than being wrapped up with my boyfriend. I love just laying there with his arms around me and our legs intertwined. I went to his house for a movie night with his brot… [more]

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  • I Love Holding My Pee

    During Church?? Posted 4/3/2011
    Today, I really had to go to the bathroom, but I decided to hold it until at least after I got back from Sunday School. The more I think about it, I realize it was probably like, a freakin sin or some… [more]

    Comments 3 Views 1294

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  • Love Confessions

    Does this happen to anyone else?
    There's a period after a break-up where you don't give a **** about your appearence. That's what I'm going through now. I have no one to be pretty for... For a 14 year old girl, any break-up is bad...But this was my first REAL love. He was perfect. And nice, sweet, caring, gentle. Plus, he was a year older, and French. Thus, he was perfect. I can't even explain how much I miss him. It doesn't even seem real. I thought I'd be with him for literally years. But now, there's no one to look good for. No one to dress up for. No one to care about me anymore.… [more]

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  • Poetry 1

    Posted on: April 22nd, 2011 at 5:25PM

    Who I WasBy: MichaelaChase911I used to feel beautiful.I used to feel wanted.I used to feel like I meant something in this world.But you have changed that.I used to be a princess.I used to be a flower.I used to be a pretty picture.But you have changed that. I used to smile.I used to laugh.It's been a while.'Cause you have changed that. I used to dance, I used to sing.Lately, I don't do either thing.For lately all I do is dream,Because you have changed that. I'm getting better, don't you fret.Still when I sleep, my eyes are wet.My life was better when I had you.But yes, you have changed that.My mood: very depressed… [more]

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