Appearance: Long dark brown hair, blonde highlights, purple streaks. Green eyes, black glasses. 5'5", slim. Pierced ears.
Personality: I am VERY funny. I can make all my friends laugh, and most adults. I like to make a lot of jokes, however, on the inside, I struggle with depression. Though, I would never have the guts to cut myself, because I have a deadly fear of pain.
On the outside, I can act like there's nothing wrong, and make anyone laugh at any time.
I Just Don't See It. People tell me that I'm beautiful/gorgeous/pretty daily...but I do not see it. I've looked in the mirror for 15 years, and I can't see what they mean. I get dressed up and try to make myself look the … [more]
During Church?? Today, I really had to go to the bathroom, but I decided to hold it until at least after I got back from Sunday School. The more I think about it, I realize it was probably like, a freakin sin or some… [more]
Only He Can Touch Me There's nothing that I love more than being wrapped up with my boyfriend. I love just laying there with his arms around me and our legs intertwined. I went to his house for a movie night with his brot… [more]
I Knew It... So I told my one guy friend about my pee fetish...and it took me a while to actually tell him, because somehow, I knew he would use it against me... Every time we are texting each other, he's al… [more]
Does this happen to anyone else?There's a period after a break-up where you don't give a **** about your appearence. That's what I'm going through now. I have no one to be pretty for... For a 14 year old girl, any break-up is bad...But this was my first REAL love. He was perfect. And nice, sweet, caring, gentle. Plus, he was a year older, and French. Thus, he was perfect. I can't even explain how much I miss him. It doesn't even seem real. I thought I'd be with him for literally years. But now, there's no one to look good for. No one to dress up for. No one to care about me anymore.… [more]
Who I WasBy: MichaelaChase911I used to feel beautiful.I used to feel wanted.I used to feel like I meant something in this world.But you have changed that.I used to be a princess.I used to be a flower.I used to be a pretty picture.But you have changed that. I used to smile.I used to laugh.It's been a while.'Cause you have changed that. I used to dance, I used to sing.Lately, I don't do either thing.For lately all I do is dream,Because you have changed that. I'm getting better, don't you fret.Still when I sleep, my eyes are wet.My life was better when I had you.But yes, you have changed that.My mood: very depressed… [more]
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