MichaelVictorious 22-25, M

I want to have just a few close friends. Whenever I am around people I prefer to be off to myself because I have nothing i want to talk about. I just get anxious and slowly feel like I want to get away but by withdrawning and being away from everyone, the social situation feels even worse. I want to be with someone where silence doesn't necessarily equal ackwardness because somehow their presences is enough to make me happy and maybe once i feel this way slowly I will open up and have something I want to talk about.… [more]

Adhd that's what they like to call me But that doesn't mean I got no personality So much friction molecules in motion Porriage and new age new revolution Got my ten page report with no medical ports Got a reasoning of a ten year old I ain't a dork Slow motion for me slow motion for me slow motion for me moving slow motion for me… [more]

my mind gets overwhelmed trying to think positive. it would rather nap which feels good but after you wake up its the same battle and expierence. i don't want to go to work my employees are verbally abusive and condescending i am just working to stay busy i hope i get some call backs from the places i want to volunteer at, hopefully it will be better… [more]

I am not a type of person that likes to yell or argue with people. As with human nature, everyone is always looking for ways to get ahead and take advantage of people. Even when i do feel like something has to be said i say it in such a soft tone because I can't handle arguing or yelling or having my emotions out of control cus that would happen if i complained to someone about mistreatment. I have a hard time arguing for my self-worth? This can sometimes leave me with a lot of anger inside which can lead to a lot of other things like depression and isolation and anxiety and a clouded discouraged mind.… [more]