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I Pray everyone on here find the Peace and Love of the Lord through Jesus Christ!!!!

My Bio: A few years out of college and I'm still unsure what to do. Its also hard finding a full time job these days and I battle a lot of mental and emotional issues and have a hard time staying motivated and focused and driven over something which makes it even harder finding work. If you read my stories it gives a great idea of my mental hardships! But now I'm battling all those bad stories and fighting a victorious hard life through Jesus Strength! There were many times where I was lost and in wallows and droughts of suffering!!! Now i choose to battle it through renewing my mind in the Bible, worship, and prayer! I'm still not perfect and those past experiences are knocking on my door but God is good and justifies me through His son.

In my free time i like to play sports, i like dialoguing on this website, and making new friends... I'm can be sort of a loner, sometimes i have a hard time being socially interactive in real life but i am extremely personable and like to help or listen if you need. And I'm also sorta new here soo add me if u wanna chat and make a real, genuine friend =)
In addition to chatting on here i like to skype with new and old friends. So add me on skype: mcmctherealmc, send a message, write on my whiteboard or add me to your circle!!!!

Last Seen Feb 27
Member Since May 07, 2011
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  • and a little Peruvian
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