Female , 41-45
Feeling depressed

Born and raised in Calgary, Canada. Now live in Prince Albert, Saskatchewan

Last Seen Apr 27, 2014
Member Since Feb 19, 2010
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  • 100% Hungarian (Donauschwaben)
Politics Anarchist
Horoscope Libra
Special day 10-13
Books New Age Self Help and Paranormal Romances
Music Anything but Country And Western.
Movies Don\'t have one.
Local Time May 29th, 3:41 PM

I Have a Confession

A few years ago, I broke up a film group. That is all because the leader (Whom I would rather be friends with) wanted to date me. So I started gossiping with one of the other members and that lead to... [more]
midnightstarr has shared 9 Mature Experiences
  • I Have a Cat

    Kitty Sex-change This story happened close to four years ago.   In 2006, I really wanted to have a cat so that I learn how to take care of something before I have kids. I am currently in my… [more]
  • I Was Bullied

    Sexual Bullying Hello Everyone, This is my first time here too. I do remember being bullied from Grades 6 to 9. I have been called names. But people made fun of my voice. However, the one type … [more]
  • I Am Not Where I Wanted to Be At This Age

    Almost 40 And Still Stuck. Hello All, I'm almost 37 years old, never married, no kids, no steady job, and I still live with my parents. I've tried many times in the past to find a meaningful career that will help m… [more]
  • I Love Meditation

    Deep Meditation. Hello Everyone, I have been meditating for at least five years. I meditate lying down (And sometimes falling asleep). I can't meditate in the lotus position because I tend to slouch. I'v… [more]
  • What To Do?

    Posted on: April 13th, 2010 at 7:16PM

    Hello All, I met this guy online, and it's only been online right now. My problem with this guy and some other ones as well is that I tried to tell this guy that I hate texting. But he ended up texting me this morning. So I wrote as a new qualification on my profile that I want a guy whose not afraid to call me. I hate texting. I'd rather type with all 10 fingers than with 2 thumbs. It's takes me forever to text someone. Let alone, I cannot understand some of the acronyms. The way that people write in text message, to me, means that they are uneducated. I am sorry for being this uptight, I'm not that great with grammar myself. But I remember, first going into university, that I had to t… [more]


  • Desparate.

    Posted on: March 1st, 2010 at 6:42PM

    Hello Everyone, After another class of disappointment in not finding a partner, I am checking here (Even though it is 5:30 p.m. and I have to go to work at 7:30 tonight) to see if anybody responded to my story and my messages. I guess it is a desparate plea to communicate with someone when nobody else in real life wants to. The good news about this other class is that my professor is going to do the same thing again in the second class and she told me that I could be her partner. The only thing that me and this professor have in common is that we both have an Eastern European background. She's from the Czech Republic, I was born in Canada to Hungarian parents. And she tells me that I am … [more]


  • A Tragedy.

    Posted on: June 22nd, 2010 at 9:44PM

    Hello Everyone, I have to write a blog about this. I am currently in a two week Job Finding class. Today, I had a short lunch outside and then I went indoors. My brain was coming up with ideas galore. Anyway, near the end of lunch hour, there was a woman in my group that mentioned that there was a tragic accident that happened on the C-Train line (The C-Train is an on ground subway/trolley car in Calgary). It happened close to the major mall downtown. So it was close to where I was in class. What happened? A 5 year old boy was crushed to death between the platform and the train that was leaving. The boy was with his grandfather as they were both rushing to catch the train before the doors… [more]


  • The Online Date.

    Posted on: April 8th, 2010 at 7:10PM

    Hello Everyone, I think that I met the man of my dreams today. He was tall and blonde, a great smile, and he is also Pagan. I did everything right at the date, but now I am thinking that I might have made a fool out of myself by accidentally giggling at one point when I was trying to think of something to say. I did mention nerves. I just felt that I put on an act instead of being myself. I know, it's just probably me. I have to email him anyway. My mood: extremely giggly… [more]