mig14 18-21, F

I am still searching. What am I good at and when will it come to me? I have been waiting, trying new things, and hoping. But none of that seems to fill the deep void inside of me.I have friends who are becoming doctors and engineers. But what the hell do I have going for me? I really want to help people, in whatever career I end up with. I don't know in what way.I don't see a clear path and time is slipping away. I like to hear as much advice as I can get from others about this, but no responses seem to ice down my nerves.I want to die knowing I did something great for people in this lifetime. I have low confidence in my capabilites. Could I really go for a difficult major? Am I as smart as … [more]

My mind won't stop thinking about my insecurities. I am trying really hard to study for my test tomorrow. I don't know what will help me focus. I end up drifting to sad thoughts.. irrelevant to what I need to be doing. This has gone on for a whole 24hrs and counting. What is wrong with me.… [more]

I have my ups and downs and I'm at a low point right now. I've felt unwanted for so long. What gets me is why I haven't found my match yet. I know I can make someone happy. I always support my friends with their roller coaster love lives, while mine in non-existent. And I'm tired of your so called advice saying "your so young you have time". It doesn't matter my age, I am still a human being that seeks to be loved, as do all people. And I wish I could believe you older folks, but don't you remember being young? You probably felt the same way I do. You had worries about finding your significant other, did you not?It would just be nice if I felt care from someone (other than a friend or family… [more]