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Male , 46-50

Old guy coming to grips with a f***ed up life.

Last Seen Nov 24, 2014
Member Since Nov 03, 2010
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Vices drinking; sarcasm;
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Books The Caine Mutiny
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Local Time May 29th, 5:48 PM

I Have a Confession

I know it makes no sense to say, but I cannot stand who I am.  I have engaged in self-loathing and self-doubt for my whole adult life, as far back as I can remember.  I see fear, weakness, moral... [more]
mikeshan02 has shared 4 Mature Experiences
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