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Female , 22-25

Last Seen Dec 9, 2013
Member Since Dec 08, 2012
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Suggestions? I have read all of Gillian Flynn's books (Gone Girl, Sharp objects, Dark Places). If anyone else has read her, can you suggest an author I might like? [more]
  • I Am a Love Addict

    Co-dependence I enter into relationships without thinking too far ahead...all I know for now, is that I want them, and I will do anything to make him stay. This behavioral pattern has taken things from me...like w… [more]
  • I Am Lonely

    New Girl With Burned Bridges I moved to this tiny town about a year ago, and still really haven't made any friends. I am partially to blame (I could put myself out there more), but the circumstances don't help either. I work at… [more]
  • I Am a Love Addict

    Re-reading Old Entries In My Journal I like to re-read old entries in my journal. It helps me gauge where I am, if I'm learning from my mistakes, or making the same mistakes over and over. There was a period of about five or six months… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

    Tired Tired Tired Tired of being tired... I can't sleep at night without my Ambien. I have so much trouble getting up for the day. When I finally force myself to get up, I'm still so tired. I end up just sitti… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    True friends
    People are ****. I've occasionally thought that people were fake, but never been more sure than now. Those two girls that were supposed to be my best friends completely abandoned me. I was an inconvenience to them. I thought real friends were supposed to be there for you through thick and thin. I've heard other people complain about this. I know I'm a good person. I can say within confidence that I deserve good people in my life, good people as friends. I sometimes have to remind myself what I learned in treatment; that I am a worthwhile person who deserves good things in my life.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Confused
    My ex-boyfriend is an alcoholic. He never hurt me or anything, he would just turn into a completely different person when he drank. I'm slightly worried because my boyfriend now drinks frequently, which is fine, but when he has too much, he starts to get easily irritable and very sensitive. I love him very much but I need to bring it up gently because I know he will get extremely defensive and I just wan to have a mature conversation.… [more]
  • Health Confessions

    Bad bad bad
    I can't sleep again...I detest being awake at nightly myself. I took my normal dose of Ambien...waited....nothing. Huh. So I got up and drank a glass of wine...then two....then I decide to take a bath to get me really relaxed. I am so tempted to take a Xanax, but I'm slightly worried that I could end up in a coma. This generation has no qualms about mixing drugs. Sometimes I don't think about it, and other times it scares me.… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Be true to thyself
    I have tried to keep a journal numerous times throughout my life. I don't think I'm getting what I truly want out of it because I'm finding that I leave things out. I'm subconsciously editing myself. Why? No one is supposed to read it. I'm sure part of me feels that if I write it down, it makes it real.… [more]