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Female , 22-25
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Last Seen Feb 19
Member Since May 30, 2012
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Local Time August 31st, 7:13 AM

I Want to Quit Smoking

I Don't Smoke Anymore!! I Vape. In Support Of World No Tobacco Day! I use to smoke a pack and a half a day. My mother and brother also smoked. For quite some time I felt like there wasn't a way out. I loved the habit. I hated what it was doing to my body. Towards the... [more]
  • I Need a Damn Job

    Hi, I'm A Human Lab Rat That title may very well start to become my identity. I've been doing a lot of research as of late on the pros and cons of it. I've been thinking on it from a philosophical stand poi… [more]
  • I Want To Open A Business

    Small Buisness Day Dreams For the last maybe 5 years I'd like to say I've been absolutely fascinated with the idea of opening my own business. Maybe a cafe, bakery, specialty gifts store, A Cinnabon franchise I seriously look… [more]
  • I Want to Improve the Experience Project

    Editing in "Ask Question" is an absolute must. People can misread things, make grammatical mistakes they see after they post they'd like to fix, etc. … [more]
  • I Want to Improve the Experience Project

    Have you ever heard of the old saying, if it ain't broke don't fix it? That about sums up the new layout.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Why would I ever expect this year to be any different?
     I've never had a good Valentines Day. No one has ever made me dinner or gone out of their way to show they care or love me. I've never gotten a bunch of chocolates or roses, or even a small token of admiration and love. So why the hell would I have thought at all this year would be different?Well this year for starters I've been dating a wonderful guy. We had been good friends first before anything got steamy. He's a waiter and Valentine's Day is one of the busiest nights. That's fair enough. I could deal with that. Yet instead like fate whispering me from the heavens I find out things are not going as smooth as they seem. We where talking about his dog last night, the guy is infatuated wit… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    My Mother Might Have Heart Failure.
    I need a drink. An incredibly stiff 3 shot bubbly drink. A trip to the store for more seltzer water seems immediate. I can't start crying. You can't cry and drive. Sure you can, I've done it before but I'd much rather not. I want to yell and scream at my grandmother. For the stress she caused. For the sickness in my mother as a child she ignored that's led to her heart problems today. What a church going hypocrite she is. Talking tons of garbage about my family, how we have problems, how times are hard, but all she really does is turn the other cheek. No helping hand, no sympathy, just doesn't care because she can't be in control of every ******* insufficient detail of our lives. For a woman… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Ending Before It Starts
     Do I like you? Sure. I like you lots.But do you like me? Even a smidgen of the amount of how much i could adore you? I think not.I'm starting to think it might be better if you go out and try to find her.That traditional, undeniable girl for you because she's just not me.Granted in some ways I'm very moral. In more way's I'm not.I'm defiantly unconventional with a dash of old school charms.I'm thinking you need it the other way around, in the way I am not.I really hope you find her because I'm not going to pretend to be her.I really did like you I hope you know. I just can't change who I am to please you.… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    I feel so poor latley
     I'm basically on the.... "I can't afford to eat" diet. It's a paradox how much I love to cook and I just can't afford to. I feel like I'm almost always hungry. Every little thing bought has to be calculated.  I'm hoping by mid summer my garden will get me though my hunger pains instead of the grocery store. Could I go on food stamps? Absolutely. Do I want to do that? No. I have in the past but I'd really just rather get working. Basically once on them it would last about 3 months untill they kick me off regardless if I'm working or not. They just kick you off. If i do end up finding work in the mean time I have to fill out tons of paperwork. Simply calling and saying... "Hey, I'm good now c… [more]