Female , 31-35
Feeling surprised
How times change but, not for the better

Love Me or Leave Me

Last Seen Oct 17
Member Since Feb 02, 2014
Favorite Quote dont expect nothing from anyone so you can live a content life.
  • a little Native American (Seminole)
Horoscope Scorpio
Special day
Books green eggs and ham
Music everything except heavy metal
Movies Cinderella
Local Time October 26th, 2:01 AM

I Am a Dreamer and a Thinker

The only time i become a thinker is when i am a dreamer of my future. I have to learn to not create my own anxiety. [more]
miracle3054 has shared 1 Mature Experience
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    Being married two times I've learned that just because you have a relationship doesn't mean you have one. I wasn't loved for me. Something was always wrong my weight, clothes. Never able to meet there… [more]
  • I Hate Fake People

    Always trying to be someone else. Why can't people be themselves. Especially those who deceive people for their own selfish desires. Little do they know your only foolings there self. In this life tha… [more]
  • I Battle Depression

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  • I 'm Against Child Abuse of Any Kind

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  • Family Confessions

    finally at age 34 it has came to a end
    Where do i start? This has made me feel like a amazing strong women. Hopefully this helps someone get through a hard situation, I carried a secret for 17yrs. When i was 17yrs old I was raped and had a child. I cried so many yrs wondering what i would tell my son when he would one day ask. Life passed us as he grew he never asked, but I keep searching for his father. I finally found him after 17 yrs. My son hasn't had it easy but, I thank God everyday that he is being watched over . My child was my greatest blessing. He's an Angel that saved me, and gave me reason to move forward. Even though I asked him if he wants to know who his father is, he never cared because he says "Mom, you are my mo… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I am not the other women anymore
    I can now say it was not love. How could it be if he was in love with two women.Thought the time I was the other women I let go little by little just so the pain wont be so bad. I told myself That I loved him but that didnt mean that he felt the same. I was the one who opened up while he was closed. I come to find out that he never told a soul and would listen to me just like a psychiatrist. I think I should have ask for a psychiatrist it would have saved me from the heartache. I didnt want to leave on bad terms so i let go and kept away as much as i can. When he got a hold of me i finally told him I found someone new. Now, I know that was my ending journey that he wanted to know where it wo… [more]