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Female , 18-21

Last Seen Jan 14, 2013
Member Since Jan 03, 2012
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  • 100% Bulgarian
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Politics Liberal
Horoscope Gemini
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Books Rihanna: Last girl on Earth
Music Rihanna, Eminem, Stela Petrova, Evanescence, The Birthday Massacre, Skrillex;
Movies Crushed, Wrong Turn, The Ring, Dark Watter, Bring it up, Battleship;
Local Time November 28th, 6:27 AM

I Write Poetry

My Life In A Couple Of Lines I tell a lie again.Another slips out right away...So I know that through my gamesno one know that I'm in pain.I used to let my emotions outonly when I'm all... [more]
MissPJ has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am a Lesbian

    I Am A Proud Lesbian I found out that I'm homosexual when I was 11. Then I first had a crush on someone and it was my then-best friend. We often was together. She was coming to my place often and I was going to hers too. … [more]
  • I Love Someone Who Doesn't Love Me Back

    An Impossible Love My name is Pavii. Her name is Stela. I am fourteen and she is twenty. You already have two of the reasons that could stay between us, even if she loved me back which is true only in my dreams. … [more]
  • I Cut My Self

    I Cut Myself I barely remember the time when I was little kid; when I was happy. It was long time ago - when my life ruined. Everything changed for days, literally. Now I'm fourteen years old and even through … [more]
  • I Want to Share Ten Things About Me

    Just Me 1. I have to wear glasses but I don't because I think I look awful with them even through people say I'm cute.2. The only thing I'm af… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Dear Diary (Feb.16.2012)
    If you read more of what I have posted you might know who Stela Petrova is, but for those who haven't: I first met this girl during the summer of 2011 and I felt something different. I though it was just a big crush at first but my feelings for her were getting bigger and bigger. Now I know that I am in love with her, I don't know why, but she is my whole world. She knows how I feel for her (we talk through Facebook) and she didn't push me away at all. She is calling me "princess" and etc. This a bit makes keeping my feelings harder. So we spoke and she said she wants to meet me in person, because I have seen her but she haven't seen me. I have tried a lot of times, but it have always been m… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    A Letter, I Will Never Send
    Hi, Stela!I know that I will neversend that emotional letter…Some kind of confession one paper,but it makes me feel somewhat better.I wanted to ask you if you feel the same as me,but I’ll never do ‘cause I don’t wanna seem like a kid.I know you don’t; I know you don’t feel like that,but I won’t and I can’t hold my feelings back.It hurts me to know that it’s just a dreamto hold you tight in my arms as we fall asleep.But I can’t lie myself like that;let’s face the facts -You will never feel the same as me.It’s a dream and it will always be!When I first saw you this summerI was like hit in the head with a ******.I had no idea what is going on aroundI knew already that my “only one” I’ve found.I… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Dear Diary (Jan.05.2012)
    Dear Diary,Loneliness is pretty strange feeling. Especially when I'm surrounded by my family but I miss one exact person. I'm mad at the whole world because the only person I want by my side isn't. Then I'm mad because people pretend to care but at my worst no one is there for me.I'm lost in my life. I don't know what's the point. It seems worthless and empty. At some point of time I prefer I was dead but I can't do a thing. I just lay in my bed and dream of that one person... And then again: I know it's impossible; I know she'll never love me back. I feel dead; I feel worthless to the world... maybe I am... am I???My problem is that the one I love will never love me!She calls me "beautiful"… [more]