Monoka14 18-21, F

I think im ugly sometimes. I mean every other girl I like at are so pretty and perfect and all of them. I never feel like im good enough. Sometimes I like it and sometimes I hate myself. And sometimes I wonder why did god have to make me ugly. Its not fair. No guy wouldn't even glance at me. I know that life isn't all about beauty and what not. But sometimes I feel like a loser. In this world today nobody cares about personality anymore why? What is wrong with this world. The good people get hurt and the bad ones live happily ever after why is this happening.… [more]

I lay on my bed and hear my own mother and brother talking bad things about me. They dud this ever since I was small and my father left. He didn't know the pain he left me in. Its better to be alone. When I work I take all my money and give it to her to pay the rent. I never buy anything for myself. I never ask for anything but yet I get treated like crap. I just want to start saving my money and move out and live on my own. That's my goal.… [more]

I don't know his name, I hear them calling him Moe. I don't know his age, I don't know where he's from or where he lives. I don't know when is his birthday. I don't know if he's single or married. I don't know what religion he is. It seems like I don't know all. But everytime I see him everything falls into place. He never even notices me and im not sure I want him to. A smile sweeps across my face everytime I glance at him. Its a really tiny crush a crush that seems like no crush at all. Mo works at this place I work he's the supervisor and deals with everyone excerpt md. If we do anything wrong he have to make sure we do it right but so far I haven't done anything wrong so he really neve… [more]

Well i had left my boyfriend who had turned out to be the biggest liar anyone has ever met. Anyways i loved him alot. After we broke up i did miss him and i always wondered if he ever did love me.So i had met this other guy, we weren't together i was just getting to know him. But he was wonderful a great guy, he had a good job, he was smart, funny, and he really liked me. He made time for me, unlike my ex,he call me and tell me goodnight unlike my ex. He was sweet and nice to me. my ex,i dont even know why i loved him.Around the same time i was getting to know this new guy my ex just text me out of the blues. saying he misses me and he still loves me. one day i was suppose to meet new guy to… [more]