Female , 18-21

It's so easy to laugh, It's so easy to hate, it takes strength to be gentle and kind

Last Seen Aug 20, 2014
Member Since Apr 13, 2011
Favorite Quote Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
  • a little Native American (Blackfoot)
  • and a little German
Politics Conservative
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books To Kill A Mocking Bird, Go Ask Alice..and many more
Music Morrissey/The Smiths
Movies Horror films
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I Feel Abandoned

Closed Out I wrote this when I was 15 after a close friend was killed and my brother tried to take his own life I used to be a happy 14yr old girl until April 27th when a close friend was... [more]
  • I Am Seeking Inner Peace

    Fight War, Not Wars. Destroy Power, Not People. I've had a pretty rough life, It's always one thing after another. At first the more I went through the more angry I got. Then after a while I just kind of gave up. But It's kind of hard to give up on… [more]
  • I Struggle With Mental Illness

    Why Me? All my life I always knew I was different then everyone else, I just didn't know why. I thought differently, I couldn't fit in, I never had very many friends because I could never find anyone I could … [more]
  • I Get Stuck In My Past In My Mind Sometimes

    The Real War Is Inside... I've been through many traumatizing events! I always thought that just because I can talk about them over and over, it meant that they didn't effect me. But in all reality they did. I was molested at … [more]
  • I Think People Forget the Beauty In Everyday Life

    Underestimated I am 20 years old physically but mentally I am a child. I've had so many traumatizing memories in my life and I still havn't fully dealt with. Its like my life is still stuck on pause and I cant press… [more]