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Female , 18-21
CA USA

It's so easy to laugh, It's so easy to hate, it takes strength to be gentle and kind

Last Seen 2 days ago
Member Since Apr 13, 2011
Favorite Quote Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...
Heritage
  • a little Native American (Blackfoot)
  • and a little German
Vices
Politics Conservative
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books To Kill A Mocking Bird, Go Ask Alice..and many more
Music Morrissey/The Smiths
Movies Horror films
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