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Female , 36-40
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sweet dreams EP'ers

i am here to enjoy the many people that EP has to offer. I have a open heart and mind to all those who are willing to have the same. I love to talk about many subjects. Read some of my stories and see if we really have anything in common before you add me. I am a magickal woman who knows anything is possible. I also believe that anyone deserves a second chance and no one is perfect.

Last Seen Apr 26
Member Since Jul 27, 2011
Favorite Quote You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. Barbara de Angelis
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Horoscope Aries
Special day 4-19
Books I am a lover of the written word
Music Enya, Bon Jovi, Really i love all music
Movies Wizard of OZ, The God Father, Mystic Pizza..
Local Time May 30th, 2:21 AM

I Am Sharing The Musings Of Moonstar 312

I Am Blessed While i was doing a 10 minute meditation during lunch today i was stuck with this overwhelming Joy of just being...living. I realized how blessed I am to be who i am.I live in a place... [more]
moonstar312 has shared 23 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Trigeminal Neuralgia

    Intense Today i was diagnosed in 2006 with this dreaded disease. I am luck for i do have periods of time when i really don't hurt too much.  But today the pain is intense and i just want to lay down and cry… [more]
  • I Have Diabetes

    Fighting Again I was diagnosed in April 2002 with type 2 diabetes. I started out on pills, diet and excersize. At first i did great.  I decided to try the all meat diet and then i got really sick. At the time i was… [more]
  • I Am a Child Abuse Survivor

    He Said I Was A Mistake the concrete floor was hard and so cold.  I am scrunched between to metal shelves and wishing i would somehow make myself just disappear I was a mistake and not meant to be he yells to me… [more]
  • I Sleep With a Teddy Bear

    A Piggy Really I have several stuffed animals and pigs are my favorite. I happen to love their cute little pink faces and noses.there is something that is comforting to me to curl up with a sweet little … [more]
  • forgetting

    Posted on: December 12th, 2011 at 10:13AM

    I am having a very rough time the last few days...i am forgetting my mom's voice and the feel of her skin.. the way she used to hug me and light up when i would come home..The light that surrounded her is not there.My dreams are jumbled and filled with pain. Archangel Michael my constant companion guides me out and for that i am so grateful.. but it is still hard to go through those dreams.. I am being taken through the last moments of her life again.. where i am standing there and i am watching them prepare her for surgery and i know she is not going to make it.I know this. I look at the nurses laughing and joking about their upcoming weekend and I know that in a few short hours my life wil… [more]

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  • i feel really foolish

    Posted on: January 11th, 2012 at 5:02PM

    so everything has been really stressful for me . My job .. well i am just not certain of anymore.. a co-worker/friend finding out she has breast cancer.I feel overwhelmed and just really sad. So i did something really stupid.After i clocked out at work i went to my car and then i reached for my phone .. to call... my mom.. who has been dead since June 2010.i stopped when i realized what i had done and i began to cry and i still am and can't stop.. (note i don't recommend driving and crying at the same time)In  that moment i wanted so bad to just talk to her and tell her what was going on.. how scared and upset i am.. and i feel like i have lost her all over again.   The sense of loss is just… [more]

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  • letting go

    Posted on: December 22nd, 2011 at 12:36PM

    It is always hard to let go of someone you love. i have been told over and over that Time is really the only way to get through  the ache and pain the is experienced. I understand to some people that it sounds as if i am emotionally immature because i am not able to just pick myself up and move forward with-out a hitch. I am in awe of those who can lose a someone in their family or someone they are really close to and not be devastated by it. From the time i was 4 I was taking care of my mom. I remember clearly her getting sick because she just had my brother and she had no one else to help her , but her 4 year old daughter. I realize that there are so many co-dependency issues. I also know … [more]

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