Mozart7 46-50, F

Here latly I am so tired of people and don't know how to do my daily busniess without people. Were can I fine help with this problem? Some times I thank I can go out at night only. The food store is open, but nothing alas if I need something. Thank god we have atm banks, I don't relley have to deal with anyone. I don't know if it is a form of depression or somthing elas. People are out to lunch and they get mad if you complyment them.  So much miss understanding in small things and convasations now a days. You just don't know what's next, and pray you get back home. I was thanking of hiering lemo or a driver for business and doctors, no doctor's office open at  night. I love my family, but t… [more]

I am so sorry for ruining my body and not able to make or give love to someone that way. That kind of experience of life I miss, and now at 65yrs. old I see family's and wonder how it would have been for me. I miss it so much that family life but no one want's a celibete person as a mate. I know that God has forgiven me and I am in good standing with him. And this is what keeps me going to live on. Thanks to my friends it does help when they understand me and give me a hug. We do have to deal with the desions we make in life. We often thank it's  the right chose but not so we find out. And have to face it alone. I know now that family is very inportant and in closing I am crying.… [more]

Now I've learn to love me and love life. Please don't live your life for someone eals it never pay a good thing. I use to worry and hope others would be proud of me,but they are not satifyed. Until I woke-up and saw the light. I was sick all the time worry about what others thank. Now my health has improved 100% my blood presure is 112/73 life is much better now. My mind is clear to learn more things,read, sing, dance,and listen to smooth jazz.do thing I like. And I have notice that you will draw other to you, who are postive and doing good things. Big Hugs to all who need it!… [more]