I am a young 56 yr old white South African lady.
I have a heart for the broken hearted and love to help people.
I love God and try to be possitive and encouraging.
- 100% South African
I'm Still Alive By God's Grace. I nearly died as a baby with pneumonia, then when I was 4yrs old I nearly drowned in a whirl pool in a river. At the age of 15 I was suppose to go to an Easter convention with 3 friends and felt stro… [more]
Mpd I am the very proud friend of someone who has mpd/did. When she was diagnosed she said she would understand if I didn't want to be her friend anymore. What kind of a friend would I be to pick u… [more]
Little Sir Toby We had Toby for 13yrs he was a black sausage dog. He had a mind of his own and was a great guard dog. Most of all he was a companion and best friend. He slept in the bed with my husband and I … [more]
If You Are The Friend Of Some One Who Has Did/mpd We both know it is not something we would want to have to live with. Kindness and compassion are how we are to deal with these prescious friends of ours. We are in their lives for a reason… [more]
pity partyI SAT IN THE PITY PARTY OF MY MIND FOR SO LONG AND HIS WORDS CHURNED OVER AND OVER EACH TURN EXHAUSTING ME MORE AND MORE. I FELT LIKE I COULD HARDLY BREATH AND FOR DAYS I COULDN'T EAT. A TIME WHERE EMOTIONS WERE SO STRONG AND SO PAINFULL I FELT LIKE RUNNING AWAY. I DIDN'T DECIDE TO DO IT BUT MY BODY WAS TRYING TO PROTECT MY MIND AND IT JUST SHUT DOWN. IT LEFT ME WITH ANXIETY WHICH I FIGHT AND WILL NOT LET IT GET THE BETTER OF ME. IT MADE ME MAKE DECISIONS IN MY LIFE FOR MYSELF AND MY WELL BEING THAT I HAD NOT DONE BEFOR AND I WROTE MY FEELINGS DOWN IN A JOURNAL AND WROTE A PROMISE TO MYSELF THAT IF EVER I AM MADE TO FEEL LIKE I AM CRAZY, TOLD IT'S A JOKE OR EXCUSES ARE MADE AND I FEEL L… [more]
Everything will work out things will get better I am important I am worthy of good thingsI am lovable the time is nowThis too shall pass I can be who I really amThe best is yet to come I am strong I can do this!We can believe what we tell ourselves.I have come to believethat careing for myself is notself indulgent but an act of survival.When we have been abused our truth is not always THE truth.happinessinyourlife.com… [more]
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