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Female , 56-60
Feeling optimistic
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I am a young 56 yr old white South African lady.
I have a heart for the broken hearted and love to help people.
I love God and try to be possitive and encouraging.

Last Seen 16 mins ago
Member Since Dec 09, 2011
Favorite Quote when you know better you do better
Heritage
  • 100% South African
Vices chocolate and coffee
Politics
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books Jody Picoult Torey Haden
Music Celtic Thunder, Celtic Woman
Movies Shirley Valentine, Mama Mia you\'ve got mail
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