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I have finally got it!!!!!!!
I am a work in progress but to be in control of my life, I get to make the choices and decisions of how I react to the situation I face.
I get to react...
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Experiences
Stories
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I'm Still Alive By God's Grace.I nearly died as a baby with pneumonia, then when I was 4yrs old I nearly drowned in a whirl pool in a river. At the age of 15 I was suppose to go to an Easter convention with 3 friends and felt stro… [more]
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Little Sir TobyWe had Toby for 13yrs he was a black sausage dog. He had a mind of his own and was a great guard dog. Most of all he was a companion and best friend. He slept in the bed with my husband and I … [more]
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God Is A God Of Love Then Please Help Me UnderstandA few yrs ago my Son left the country for a gap yr and while there had a terrible experience he came back traumatized. His personality changed but hid his feelings well. After 7yrs the threapist sai… [more]
Confessions
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pity partyI SAT IN THE PITY PARTY OF MY MIND FOR SO LONG AND HIS WORDS CHURNED OVER AND OVER EACH TURN EXHAUSTING ME MORE AND MORE. I FELT LIKE I COULD HARDLY BREATH AND FOR DAYS I COULDN'T EAT. A TIME WHERE EMOTIONS WERE SO STRONG AND SO PAINFULL I FELT LIKE RUNNING AWAY. I DIDN'T DECIDE TO DO IT BUT MY BODY WAS TRYING TO PROTECT MY MIND AND IT JUST SHUT DOWN. IT LEFT ME WITH ANXIETY WHICH I FIGHT AND WILL NOT LET IT GET THE BETTER OF ME. IT MADE ME MAKE DECISIONS IN MY LIFE FOR MYSELF AND MY WELL BEING THAT I HAD NOT DONE BEFOR AND I WROTE MY FEELINGS DOWN IN A JOURNAL AND WROTE A PROMISE TO MYSELF THAT IF EVER I AM MADE TO FEEL LIKE I AM CRAZY, TOLD IT'S A JOKE OR EXCUSES ARE MADE AND I FEEL L… [more]
Questions and Answers
Blogs
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TELL MYSELF
Everything will work out things will get better I am important I am worthy of good thingsI am lovable the time is nowThis too shall pass I can be who I really amThe best is yet to come I am strong I can do this!We can believe what we tell ourselves.I have come to believethat careing for myself is notself indulgent but an act of survival.When we have been abused our truth is not always THE truth.happinessinyourlife.com… [more]
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