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Humanity has me .....

DON'T KNOW IF MOST OF YOU ACTUALLY READ THIS,OR ACT LIKE YOU DO BUT OH WELL,I'M VERY NORMAL,UNLIKE MOST OF THIS CRAZY WORLD,I AM TOO HONEST FOR MY OWN GOOD,HARD TO FIND TRUST WORTHY PEOPLE,I FEEL AT TIMES THE WORLDS AGAINST ME BUT I TRY TO STAY POSITIVE EVEN THOUGH WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS, It seems like I have a higher state of awareness now. Most men/women cheat on their spouses, most couples are always looking for someone else.I feel both men and women are pretty much neck and neck on how they have lost all respect for themselves in this country,not to say that there are not people that put themselves out there in other places outside the U.S.A but America is in a sad state,aside from the economy no one is happy with the person they're with. Many are so selfish,but I mean again I try to think outside the box,but it does sadden me at times to realize a high percentage of Americanized women and Men,Americanized meaning all races,Black,Hispanic White,have a habit of just judging a person straight from what they see on the outside,I understand we as humans have an attraction to the person we are with,cant lie to ourselves and lie to the person,but some of us are just so caught up in being over board with being superficial that we forget about the things that really count,I mean I see it all the time,the most beautiful women,walking with a baby,all alone,no man,no relationship,all over taking that chance with the guy that was so called so so hot,but when an average so called decent man comes along,he does not get the time of day,even if he would be the type to stick by her side no matter what and be a great father,women today need to stop living out this fake Sex In The City type mentality,I mean if you like the show,okay ,but don't ba<x>se it on your life,or act as if you're the man in the relationship its okay to be independent,but don't get so narcissistic and selfish,cause honestly at the end of the day your only hurting yourself by acting as if you don't need a person to actually really trust,and love you,rather than a person there for convenience or something casual that is only going to last but a mere moment in time,as far as I go,I never bottle up my feelings,My life is a dirty book with an ugly cover at the free library waiting to be picked up and read. I work,go to school, I have all my teeth,they are straight,never need braces,have no gaps and never had not one cavity. :)I'm a very outgoing,but not overly sarcastic to the point of being annoying,I'm outspoken at times but not to the point of being ignorant,I'm analytical and inquisitive simultaneously.I am opinionated when needed. I can also be passive,but it turns off and on when I want it to,enabling me to be very observant. I have no criminal record,No kids,DRUG FREE, clean male, When I fall in love and get broken hearted I can become suicidal,j/k,no serious I do,j.k,nah, okay I really do.I'm on some Romeo and Juliet stuff. I don't want to be alone the rest of my life.I feed off a person energy and vibe,the more interest you show,they more I show.My main dislikes are when people attempt to use weak reverse psychology by trying to tell you what you want to hear,an example would be people telling you things like they will call you,or even call you back and they are very inconsistent,I believe a person words are their bond,and I do the whole three strikes your out bit,its very disrespectful when you are claiming you're trying to get to know someone and all you are doing is lying to yourself. I know some of you claim you want a patient person,but in reality it does not add up when you expire the other person patience,it kinda proves that you maybe juggling more than one person at a time or trying to narrow down who you truly want to concentrate on,and some times its proven when the person is seen constantly coming back to this even while talking to the person they claim they want to get to know and are interested about. I totally agree that without trust there is no healthy relationship,but so many get so comfortable with being trusted so much by another person that they end up ruining the relationship by thinking they can do what they want because the other person trust them so much so they take advantage of that trust they are receiving . A person can only try so much before realizing the other person is just not putting in effort on getting to know each other.I fully focus and make the person the center of my universe when there is chemistry.I totally understand we are all busy and a bit caught up But realize what you are doing.If a person is showing you interest why turn away from that or find it bothersome? I also dislike women who act beyond sweet and nice in the beginning,then turn around and do a 360 with a really disgusting attitude,as if they bottled their true feelings and explode later on,I think no one should bottle up their feelings at all its bad for your health. And if you are Bi- polar or have a split personality disorder or suffer from O.C.D please be kind enough to let a person know. I have a low tolerance for liars and hypocrites,no need for me to sit here and say I hate cheaters,or dishonest people,or betrayal,when all of this is cause by one thing only,lies,and lies only. And anything else I put here doesn't really matter to some of you,since so many judge,and don't look at themselves first before anything,or don't bother to read what a person wrote unless there look catches their eyes,anyways so think what you want and fill in the blank,and remember when many argue with a person that loves us so much,that person that is doing the most loving is teaching that other person to face who they are.<br /><br />
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Disclaimer<br /><br />
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Please don't not make assumptions or take most what I have stated as ranting or being pissed, its not healthy at all to make assumptions about a person you don't even bother to get to know.Do not be intimidated by what I have said.I do believe there are still people that comprehend respect and love. I have always felt that respect comes before love and is more powerful. Once you lose respect for something or someone you love,you can never get it back no matter what you say,think or do.<br /><br />
<br /><br />
Most of the following quotes were made by me.<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"With all the adobe photoshopping going on around here,I'd wonder if people would Photo shop <br /><br />
their brains"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"I believe a woman should be a mans best friend aside from just lovers"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"I hear most women saying all men are the same,and I said no,that's not true,the problem is you continue to deal with the same type men"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"The most good looking people and even most wealthy people are the most insecure because that's all they hold on to"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"How are you going to be looking for Mr. Right,When your Mrs.Wrong?"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"You are not thinking logical,how can you have an idea of what real love is,when no one has ever<br /><br />
really loved you and you have never been in love"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"Never make someone your main priority when are you are is a mere option to them"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"Never really understood why certain women love to watch movies like The Notebook,or The Lake house,yet when they find that type of man to love them similar to those movie they ruin it"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
<br /><br />
Disclaimer<br /><br />
<br /><br />
Please don't not make assumptions or take most what I have stated as ranting or being pissed, its not healthy at all to make assumptions about a person you don't even bother to get to know.Do not be intimidated by what I have said.I do believe there are still people that comprehend respect and love. I have always felt that respect comes before love and is more powerful. Once you lose respect for something or someone you love,you can never get it back no matter what you say,think or do.<br /><br />
<br /><br />
Most of the following quotes were made by me.<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"With all the adobe photoshopping going on around here,I'd wonder if people would Photo shop<br /><br />
their brains"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"I believe a woman should be a mans best friend aside from just lovers"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"I hear most women saying all men are the same,and I said no,that's not true,the problem is you continue to deal with the same type men"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"The most good looking people and even most wealthy people are the most insecure because that's all they hold on to"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"How are you going to be looking for Mr. Right,When your Mrs.Wrong?"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"You are not thinking logical,how can you have an idea of what real love is,when no one has ever<br /><br />
really loved you and you have never been in love"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"Never make someone your main priority when are you are is a mere option to them"<br /><br />
<br /><br />
"Never really understood why certain women love to watch movies like The Notebook,or The Lake house,yet when they find that type of man to love them similar to those movie they ruin it"<br /><br />
Just talk as much as we can to get to know you. Communication is everything!

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