Female , 46-50
you cannot spend a life time finding out what is behind my eyes, what I am thinking.. I realize that no one can

We have 2 dogs and 2 cats. I love plants.
I have 2 daughters.
I love to read
I'm not here for any sexual groups or any such thing. I will not add people who are in perverted groups.

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Member Since Oct 21, 2011
Favorite Quote don\'t expect to much out of life, then, if you get something you\'ll appreciate it more, and if you don\'t get anything it doesn\'t matter as you never e
  • 100% Canadian
  • and a little British
Vices Meditation
Horoscope Cancer
Special day 7-17
Books sci-fi romance, time travel romance. The Green Rider. Lynn Kurland. Juliea Marillier
Music dance and oldies, J.Lo to Patsy Cline
Movies The Lake House. Ever After. The Note Book. The Time Travellor\'s wife
Local Time July 6th, 8:53 PM

I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

Can'T Even Enjoy The Music I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been... [more]
MsBlueDreamer has shared 21 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Fibroids, Uterine

    45 And Growing A Good Size Fibroid Funny how I see it also spelled fybroid, not that it really matters.My monthy cycle started to change a couple years ago and I had a pain likeI"ve never felt before during my cycle so I we… [more]
  • I Have Had Kidney Stones

    Saturday Surprise I'm very tired right now. I've been in the hospital since 11am.  I've been going through pain since 10am or so.I had some discomfort around the bladder area. I'm suppose to start my menstral cy… [more]
  • I Have No Friends

    Friends Are Just Too Difficult Having friends, from what I've found, is one big judgement.  When you meet and greet anyone it's the up and down look. I hate that. Even people I've known and liked in the past, I don't have … [more]
  • I Had a Hysterectomy

    Going In June 7 2012 Yup, just a couple days and I'm going in due to a large fibroid. So not looking forward to the pain. I think I'll stop reading stories now enough. I hope they give me the… [more]