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I Was Raped

Boulder, Co I was 19, just moved into a community apartment. Shared Kitchen, Laundry room, dining area, living area with a t.v and books, and shared bathrooms between your neighbor and you. You paid monthly and... [more]
MsBlueEyes88 has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Was Raped

    Oct.26th.2007 grasping for air suffocating moment crying for help noone there noone to save her noone would dare does anyone even care wake me when yesterday ends… [more]
  • I Seriously Miss a Friend

    Aaron. C I might not ever get over you. 16 months and you moved out. a year since I ran into you. A week since I cried because of you. I just can't believe your gone buddy. … [more]
  • I Have 5 Cats

    My 5 Loves Salem I got after a miscarriage I  in 2008, to tend my motherly feelings on.. He's Black and A monster now, he has adorable greeneyes. Liliana (Lily)… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Stoned
    I am smoking good herb. it brings me peace. life is good. rock on.… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    I miss my Grandma, she passed away 5 months ago..
    Life isn't the same It's always lonely I miss her so much She was my friend she brightened my dark days I held her hand as she let go I'll always remember that feeling Of beautiful peace I'll miss her everyday her ashes are off of Pikes Peak Where she had her honeymoon 50 years prior to my Grandfather who passed 10 years ago.. both now are together where they belong. <3 Vmo 35-12… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Have you ever felt truly alone????
    Like when you breathe it's hard. Its heavy. Sigh And you realize those people aren't really there for you, you're a doormat. Too naive to know. One day you have friends that you see every day then change occurs.. and they aren't there anymore.. they don't even say hi or check in with you.. you thinki cared way more than they did.. and then you begin to see what a loser you are... Just a burden A nice soul you can walk on... And when you leave your impact I will catch it and in my heart Great sorrow keeps My ache My frienD Losing life Its too heavy Why do i always care more than anyone else...… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Don't rape me again.
    The Guy who raped me gets out of his 5year sentence, in 2 years. Why do I feel trapped. I can't escape to the future when he is the future. and if I think about the past it always lead to that night.. I am 22 now, no longer 19 and in that moment But I can't escape the memories. They are always chasing me. what am suppose to do when in his criminal past there was a corpse stuffed into a stolen trunk. why haven't I healed why can't I just let it go why am so afraid thinking it's going to happen again. will I always be remembering my past as some poor girl who was raped I need a brighter day. :/… [more]