Female , 31-35
Feeling disappointed
Love lives, then it dies. Like people; it has a start and a begining.

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Member Since Jul 31, 2014
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Vices fish and women
Politics Very Liberal
Horoscope Leo
Special day 8-18
Books Michael Dyson..all things
Music Old school, new soul...sappy love songs
Movies Notebook...
Local Time January 28th, 4:12 AM

I Want You to Know What I Think

Your head is so far up your *** these days that you think everything is about you. I am not going "going backwards" because of you. It is my mothers death anniversary, and I happen to... [more]
MsRebel has shared 1 Mature Experience
  • I Am a Liberal

    Why am I a liberal. People always ask me, because on face value, I grew up in upper middle class area, I am above Tax bracket, etc etc. However, when it comes down to brass tax; it is ab… [more]
  • I Am a Lesbian

    Where the hell are you people? lol… [more]
  • I Am Incapable Of Being Loved

    I thought I was very lovable. Then by a series of life events and relationships mishaps, I am starting to realize; maybe I am hard to love. I am bossy...and needy. I dont trust well, and… [more]
  • I Choose You

    This video speaks to my soul, and I hope to yours McFly... … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    I cannot sleep in the bed if I am not on the left side. It's weird..I think to akin with the fact I am left-handed and I remain in a perfectly balanced world...then I wonder...does everyone do this? Or am just odd!Oddities                                                                                                                                               … [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Giving up slowly
    i slowly give the intention of a phone call...or text. I am sadened by the unknown number popping up on my phone because I can have your actual number. It tears me up inside that...we are so close in all forms, but you relentlessly deny me, I forget to even put my phone on loud in case I happen to miss that call that never seems to come. Lonely birthdays....blowing out wishes on my pie by my lonesome.I suck...blah!… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    WT Frack
    Ok, so I may have been gome for a wee bit, but um...where is everyone? Please tell me not that everyone has moved on....lolMsRebel… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    No one can ever say....I don't try. I gave up, or quit.I guess thats a plus. FOR THEM… [more]
  • I The Wife.

    Posted on: July 31st, 2014 at 3:12PM

    I have had the most trecerous past 6 months. I need you back in my life...whatever way humanly possible. I have realized the importance of my life, and I wish I could do many things over again. I know sometimes its too late, but one can hope right? Well...I hope so. I have started...believe it or not. The Wife. … [more]


  • The half of it

    Posted on: August 11th, 2014 at 4:12PM

    Since I doubt you, or anyone else reads anyones blogs, I am gonna vent here in this space for now.   Since you last saw me, I have many new scars. Mutilation on my thighs, arms, it was just the begining you and I. Maybe you think I wasn't as bad as you thought. So while you sit there, thinking you were the one going through hell, waiting on me; seeing past my "lies" and half truths, you dont know that half of it. I may seem fine, but I am almost always 2 secs away from tears. Missing you, needing you, while you speak to me about how you need to take your time. And, for all good reasons, I say I understand, but you dont know the half of it. Although I enjoy you venting about her, and those g… [more]


  • Being the Casuality of love ....not just thinking about it

    Posted on: August 3rd, 2014 at 2:44PM

    People say always and forever, but they dont mean it. They promise they are different and we will be different, but were not. At the end of the day, I am alone. Can you say the same? No...clearly not.I dont like being in the backseat. I want to be held and told that everything is going to be ok. Is that alot to ask? Proably...I am going to stop reaching out to people who I feel I am a bother to. *nods* … [more]


  • Forever I will love you

    Posted on: August 12th, 2014 at 8:42AM

    You ask; what if I dont love you forever? What if your weirdness sets me off, and for reason I do you know?I think you ask me these questions because, your afraid. I understand, but I think we are two people who will work it out no matter how high the tide becomes. We will be those old couples who compain about things, but at the end of the day, lay in bed at night and thank God for blessing us with our pefect mate. Because although you sweat alot, and your feet may stink, and I am not the most graceful person, and sometimes I do pass gas on accident..At the end of the dayYou are my fateForever I will love youI will never hesitate From our past lifetimes till the next. I am your… [more]