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I Am the Child of a Borderline Parent

Mommy Dearest My mother has two children, and as as a sufferer of BPD she was offen "splitting," which is know as seeing everything as black and white. Being BPD, she spilt my younger sister and I in to two halves... [more]
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  • I Am a Lesbian

    My Younger Sister's Getting Married so i'm 27 and have been with my girlfriend for almost three years now. we live in california, and had just started dating when the state supreme court over turned the ban on gay marriage. gay and l… [more]
  • I Was Sexually Abused By My Mother

    The Missing Piece I've suspected this in the past, and have had conversations about this with my younger sister, but for some reason today as I was mediating I realized that I (and probably my younger sister) were mole… [more]
  • I Am a Femme Lesbian

    Butches Who Doubt You're Gay(ness) Hi Ladies, I was just curious if any of you have ever encountered what I will call "butch or boi disbelief" in your queerness, because you looked too straight. It's one thi… [more]
  • I Am a Lesbian

    Long Story Okay. So for awhile my girlfriend and I were in heaven. We both had good jobs, an apartment together and a cat. Although things were never "perfect," because we also lived with her sister, we got alon… [more]
  • Family Confessions

    i have borderline personality disorder
    i have personality borderline disorder, a mild form, in which when everything is working out okay i can keep it all together, but recently a string of unfortunate events: foot injury (became disabled), job loss (had to stop working), partner loss (then my partner of 5 years broke up with me), my borderline symptoms sky rocked. i became and to some degree am still suicidal, have the urge to self-harm and have moved back into my parents house at age 29. Not really where I wanted to be. The thing is that I've tried my entire life to get out of this stinking house. My mom has borderline personality disorder too, and living with her is a nightmare. One day she is my savior the next day she's an e… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    my gun
    i love my gun.if i ever need to end it alli can off myself.thank heavens.… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I'm meeting new people
    My girlfriend moved away ten months ago, and I have no friends my age. So I'm going online and meeting new people. (Other girls mostly.) It's the only way to meet anyone anymore! What the heck was I suppose to do? Lock myself in my room and never socialize again?… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    i look super straight...
    i look super straight, but i am a lesbian. i've been out to my family since i was about 18. i'm 27 now. everytime i move, enter school, or a new job... i have to "re-out" myself and it gets tiring. so as of late, my newer colleuges don't know that i'm gay. they talk about their children and their spouses and are really nice people. i just don't talk about my life or my partner... and anyway, things are complicated between my girfriend and i since she moved away for school and now we barely even see each other... so i just appear to be that singel unmarried girl. blah.… [more]
  • gf sh-t

    Posted on: April 12th, 2010 at 1:09AM

    i catch myself being passive agressive like all the time. it interesting how, i can say something and mean the exact opposite. here is an example: today, i called my gf and told her that i didn't want to move in with her next fall when she moves closer for school because i wanted to save money and live with my parents... i said this even though, for the past year i've been upset that she had to move away and angry that even though she has free time now, she is choosing to live with her sister instead of me. i guess... i'm upset because, i wanted her to say... NO LETS LIVE TOGETHER. i'm tired of living without you. but instead it was like, okay. i'll rent a room alone or probably try to … [more]

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