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Female , 31-35
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Ready to visit the UK!

I\'m an Aussie and adore to laugh

Last Seen May 20
Member Since Mar 05, 2013
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I Have Mastectomy

Mothers Pain My estranged mother had a mastectomy recently. I have recently had my mother message me telling me she has not been able to heal and has a skin infection. Three days ago she got in touch... [more]
  • I Have a Daughter

    Good Morning Turtle It is 5:45 am and my daughter is a fairy princess. She is bouncing on me in my bed and exclaims,'Zapp!' She hits me with her wand and giggles, holding her hand to her mouth. 'You are a tu… [more]
  • I Have Ovarian Cancer

    The Fear Returns 13 months ago I was diagnosed with Cancer of the Ovaries. My germ cell count was in a good level and the cystic cancers were only on one ovary, the Fallopian tubes weren't blocked and my cysts w… [more]
  • I Have Ovarian Cancer

    The Wait I have so much going on in my life right now and as stupid as I realise this sounds, I don't have time for test results. I just want the results now, or them to do something now or nothing at al… [more]
  • I Am a Child Abuse Survivor

    My Mother Used And Abused Me My mother used me for money I was 15, my mum decided that I needed to work and applied for a supermarket job for me. Mum picked me up after a school kayaking camp and took me straig… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Stranded
    Stupid stupid stupid My car died and I'm stranded at the beach Sigh.....… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Can't do this
    Can't sleep in the bed with him Can't sleep on the couch Can't rest Can't sleep Can't think Can't go Can't stay Can't make promises Can't break promises Can't do anything right Can't do right by him, by her, by him or by me Can't sleep… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Smashed IPhone
    I allowed myself to get so angry this morning that I ended up smashing my iPhone. I've been getting upset over the last few weeks, and the pressure was building in the last few days. Yesterday was not a good day, triggered memories of childhood abuse as my birthday nears, set me off, but I held it in. This morning my daughter didnt want to go shopping and hid my keys, forty minutes passed as I turned the house upside down, checked the car, the garage, the dog kennel, the freezer! ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE! But still no keys. Then as I'm at my wits end and close to tears my four year old tells me she had them. I calmly ask where. She points to the couch and I pull the couch apart where she poin… [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Unwanted Eye Opener
    I was so happy to think that I had someone left. I had you, even better that I could tell people about my dearest person in my life. When people would ask about my family, of which I now have none, I could say 'oh yes but not here in Australia' and then talk of you, my dearest person. But that's fine I see. I see how people view me now. Thank you for the eye opener. I am getting used to being avoided and down graded, like a sour sob, like a common weed. A beautiful flower but a weed none the less. Pretty but unwanted. Cheers… [more]