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Male , 18-21
Feeling depressed
i dont even feel like im the same person anymore

hi my name is Matt, i love glee and i don't care what people say/think,glee has changed/saved my life,i love all the cast but my true idols are Lea Michele and Cory Monteith [R.I.P buddy] i will follow/support them both till the day i die

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Member Since Apr 13, 2012
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Books brunette Ambition-Lea Michele
Music Lea Michele
Movies harry potter,limitless,28 days later [best of all] glee
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