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I Am Very Affectionate and Love to Hug

My ex bfs is the first one who give me passionate hug. Its feel weird at the first time. But i feel it warm and loving. I love to be hug. I also love hug my friends when they feel sad its make them... [more]
myselfhere has shared 7 Mature Experiences
  • I Would Rather Be Alone Than Be With the Wrong Person

    I Am Tired People Always Make Fun Of Me!! well its annoying when people make fun of you because i am single way too long,not only my friends,my family even they say probably i am lesbian! should i kissing guys,doing sex etc to prove them i am… [more]
  • I Miss My Dad

    Dear Dad In Heaven Dear dad sometimes i feel really missed my dad very much even every single moment with him when i was kid..its been long since he was passed away 8 years ago,tomorrow is my birthday and i… [more]
  • I Hate Being Alone On My Birthday

    I Dont Want Remembered This i am turn on 19 y.o this years..i spent my birthday alone.no hugged, kissed,cake,even present or post card  from my family..it is seems so sad day for me, no surprised from friends yeah just like tha… [more]
  • I Lost a Friendship

    You Are Really Means To Me.. you have a lot of means to me..more than 3 years knw u made me understand and learned very much about life..he was died ..I met him when I was 16 years old .. he's 3 years older than me. I… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    I am TOTALLY FAILED on my LOVE LIFE..:(((((
    i feel very sad about being single until my last time in university i already got contract  from one of telecommunication company and i have finished my bachelor degree at the age 20, i dont want to be naive if i want have boyfriend or close friend. sometimes i use to random chat to talk with people because no one know me, so i can see people face real..when i get chat with them they says i am cute, nice etc..my friends says i am funny, kind, care etc but i know, when i say i dont have boyfriend they will stared at me and say are u serious?well i feel so desperate on my life..i know no one like me i feel unwanted, etc..i already know my friends and people just lie to me says i am cute, nice … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    i cant stand more or i will die on the vain
    i cant stand more than this,i feel tired and lonely..i am alone go through this..i want go but dnt know where..i feel lost around the world.speechless..sick..… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    i am sad about LOVE!!!:(((
    i feel very sad about being single until my last time in university i already got contract  from one of telecommunication company and i have finished my bachelor degree at the age 20, i dont want to be naive if i want have boyfriend or close friend. sometimes i use to random chat to talk with people because no one know me, so i can see people face real..when i get chat with them they says i am cute, nice etc..my friends says i am funny, kind, care etc but i know, when i say i dont have boyfriend they will stared at me and say are u serious?well i feel so desperate on my life..i know no one like me i feel unwanted, etc..i already know my friends and people just lie to me says i am cute, nice … [more]
  • Family Confessions

    dear dad i missed you really bad
    i missed my dad very much .. i always crying in my room alone and i hide my self..its been 8 years you go but i cant healing my pain inside my heart. i really need u dad i know i should be mature i tried as much as i can. i feel useless dad without you..dad did you ever proud of me?i want you know i feel lonely and feel no one understand me like u..i am alone dad really alonee more than i can say i tried to be happy but i always crying in my soul..dad tomorrow is my birthday i will turn 20.God please let my dad come to my dream tonight..i just want to hugged him..:((i dont need nothing God i just want hugged him..thanks God for your time hearing my prayer..:(… [more]
  • just push ur self under your limit

    Posted on: June 7th, 2011 at 11:53PM

    i dont know why i feel a bit sad,down or high recently..so i thought want to writing something in my thought right now..i love my self but i treat it too hard but i do this to make my self more strong..i thought i will faces high risk on my education now..l will have exam on june 13 until last june then i take intensif class one month after exam so i dont take any holiday even we have holiday 2 months but i use it for join intensif class and apprentice, i also take full credit semester.some of my friends said are u really want to take these all?it must be crazy u will depressed very much..if u failed it must be have high risk.. i know my risk take this all even i feel a bit scared can i pass… [more]

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  • about love

    Posted on: August 8th, 2012 at 11:13AM

    i have been learning we cant force someone to like us, even we tried it so hard.. i know i like you but i got the answered you dont have same feeling like mine..sometime i hope i dont have any felling to anyone because when i know the truth they didnt like me i wont feel hurt..eerything so beautiful at the first but the last its relly hurt me..on my dream i hope i meet somoene who arent never leave me alone go through this loneliness time, he will saty there when i need him, he will always to me on my hard time..we will go together through this life..i know all pride, accomplishment, it seems just nothing if you feel alone..you havent someone special to cheer up and someone who can always be… [more]

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  • i am grow up alone

    Posted on: December 12th, 2012 at 5:33AM

    i know must strong yeah to be strong girl but i am tired walking alone on my path.. I need someone to tell me do i am on right path? i know i must be happy but i am sad i need hugs from someone who will say everything will be fine because you are not alone through this. i want to be good like my promises to you dad but i am already tired with all things a head. i dont knw wheres place to go, i am sick with it,no body know how much my tears falling down. i am hide it. i am sad, i know it seems like kid, i am must be mature right?you said i should pray.yeah pray until down on my knees to healing myself without you..yeah without you dad. i missed so bad really bad… [more]

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  • I Wont Give Up ...

    Posted on: April 1st, 2014 at 6:25AM

    It has been long time i didnt express my mind through EP. I think EP is good site to speak up your thought freely. I have been through rough times recently. I remembered one of my pride when i am become one of the youngest student who are passed bachelor degree on IT Business  with GPA 3.50 at the age 20 years old in October 11th 2012.  I missed my dad  a lot at that time. My heart beats so fast i cant handle tear on my cheek. I cant hold my sadness since my dad passed away. I just promises on my heart i will make him proud of me no matter how hard i should continue my life without him. He is my hero forever. I always remembered every single moment with him. Dad, i will show you my best. Bec… [more]

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