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Female , 16-17
Feeling lonely
Self-consciousness turns to insecurity

Last Seen 6 days ago
Member Since Nov 25, 2009
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Special day 2-25
Books Chicken Soup, Harry Potter, Spiderwick Chronicles
Music Vanessa Carlton, Avril Lavigne, 5 for Fighting
Movies August Rush, Avatar, Edward Scissorhands, Finding Neverland
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