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Member Since May 05, 2012
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I Want to Be Happy

I have been feeling down lately. Its not just for a couple of minutes or hours. Its been about a week maybe two.I can't remember. But im not sad for only one reason. Its many. Its just... [more]
  • I Have A Secret To Share

    Nocturnal Friend I met him through my sister,she's twenty and he's eighteen they have been friends for a while.My sister had a big group of friends,The good type of friends,The ones that don't screw you over.Well her … [more]
  • I Will Never Forget That Day

    River With M I went to the river with M today. He was dying to teach me how to swim and get me off the steps to get into the river water. So when we arrived at the river, I walked myself to the steps where I sat w… [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    Pixi Stix Last week I had a dream about this guy from my school.I never talked to him once but we have this odd conection.and I know he feels it too.we catch eye contact everyday between 2nd going to 3rd period… [more]
  • I Have Weird Dreams

    Pixi Stix Returns Yes I had another dream about this boy.It was about a week ago.I didn't want to share because it wasn't a long dream but half of the things I write is for reminders to me what happens in my life,how I… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    What the future holds for me.
    Its days like this I get depressed. By simply thinking about the future. I am yet only an eighteen year old girl going into her second semester as a senior.So why am i worried about this now? don't know. I do feel its because of my suroundings.As I hear my parents yell and argue about bills and paying off lone's for my older sisters college needs. My sister lives in a town about four hours away from home. I call her from time to time and she tells me how her and her boyfriend are struggling just by purchacing food. While I'm over here, watching my parents argue on why they can't buy dinner tonight or tomorrow. I stopped asking them for items such as expensive hair products and make up. howev… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    I am
    The girl that marches to the beat of her own drum.I tell people I don't care what they think about me,but deep down I really do.but hey I'm only human.some people tell me I'm a happy person,by the way I walk and talk but ofcorse its not always rainbows and sunshines.other people say that I'm annoying or I'm a B-word.but what girl dosnt have there B-moments? I'm a passifist (or however you spell it.) it means I don't believe that fighting resolves problems.which is kind of funny and a bit ironic because my dad was a professional boxer/coach.but I have never been in a fight nor have I layed my hands on a living breathing person.I have had friends and bestfriends but we either grew apart or dra… [more]
  • Friends Confessions

    Look at me now
    Confession:I always thought you were better then me.your hair was softer then mine and when boys would come up to us you were talked to always told me that I was pretty and not fat.but it was a whole diffrent story when you were saying things behind my back.long story short we arnt besties anymore.another stupid lie poured from her mouth and I couldn't take it anymore.I separated myself from people like her.I don't need liers nor do I need fakers in my life.I ignored all her messages and calls.she then told a friend of mine "she's dead to me,I don't care about her anymore." my response "cool." I didn't cry over her and I didn't talk crap about her either.I wanted her out of my life… [more]