Female , 18-21

Last Seen Aug 25, 2013
Member Since Aug 01, 2012
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Local Time April 18th, 12:14 AM

I Feel Broken Inside

Dead And Broken Inside Without You My life as been crap since we've been over. I never sleep, I always cry, I'm so alone, I'm angry all the time. I don;t want to be around anyone but you. I miss you more than words could ever describe... [more]
  • I Hate Myself For Letting Him Hurt Me

    Will I Ever Be Happy Again? It's so odd half the time I hate him for everything he's done to me. But I still have those moments when I miss him so much it reduces me to tears. I think about him, everything he did to … [more]
  • I Smile Even Though I Am Sad

    I'm So Tired Of Pretending I broke up with this guy I really truly loved. I thought we'd live together forever but he never felt that way about me. I was is back-up girl he used to fix his relationship with his "ex". I loved hi… [more]
  • I Wanna Know What's the Worst Way to Break Up

    This Will Kill Her this will kill her....i know because it happened to me. Tell her you want to be with her forever. Tell her several times you want to marry her one day. Then get back with your ex and tell… [more]
  • I Can't Let Go of Him

    3 Months Almost And Dying Waiting For You.. I just can't except the fact that we're over. I can't except that I'll never see you again and that you don't love me. I love you so much and have been waiting for you for so long. I miss you so much… [more]
  • Love Confessions

    Another Sleepless Night...
    Once again I'm faced with another sleepless night because of you. Often, I wont I wonder if you think of me as much as I think of you. With all honesty I can say I must think of you at least 18 hours out of the 24 there are, it all really depends on how long I am asleep and shut off from the world. But than there are those days when you invade my dreams thus you occupy my thoughts 24hours.I wish I could turn off my brain to you like you did to me............ … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    How do you "listen to yourself" when you are still so confused???
    Everyone says just listen to what your intuition is saying or listen to what your heart says....but how do you do this when you are telling yourself different things every hour!!!!I can't think straight so how am I suppose to help myself. One moment I get myself calm and the next I have myself so worked up. I feel like I'm two people inside this one body/mind. I'm going insane.....I've gone insane. I'm not me anymore.I use to be the one who was there for anyone but I'm so confused and such a mess right now I can't be there for anyone, not even myself.I just want answers, I want to know the unknown......but what I really I want the is the past to not be the past but the present… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    So stupid!!
    I'm so freakin' stupid!!! I refuse to acknowledged the obvious and see what is clearly being shown because I'm addicted to hope. I hope and hope and hope and only end up hurting myself. I'm so stupid and I hate myself for it… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Seriously don't want to be alive anymore
    no this is not me professing a suicide I just honestly feel I don't want to live any longer. No I'm not going to try and kill myself I just simply wish I never wake up from tonight's sleep. I want nothing more than to lay down, close my eyes and never return to this overly painful life of mine. I'm so tired of you playing games with my heart. I wish I could go back in time and never meet you....but time travel is impossible. Death however is a fact I just wish and pray mine comes tonight. Lord take me while I sleep, please. You over estimated my ability to handle these burdens and I wish to be released of my sentence here on Earth. Please let me come home and start over… [more]