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I feel so sick! This Week on Thursday

I Want You To Write A Poem Off-the-cuff Right Here Right Now

Satan Stays Here Posted 12/06/2011
peace of mind declinedNow i a trapped in hereyou watch us shakeyou have no shameMercy is not your forteYou whinge and whine about how the worlds unkindShall I... [more]
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  • Am Fascinated By Human Behavior

    I Am Fascinated By Human Behavior

  • Am Rethinking My Life Completely

    I Am Rethinking My Life Completely

  • Want You To Write A Poem Off-the-cuff Right Here Right Now

    I Want You To Write A Poem Off-the-cuff Right Here Right Now

  • Need Someone to Talk to

    I Need Someone to Talk to

  • Have Bulimia

    I Have Bulimia

  • Have a Scar

    I Have a Scar

  • Hate Myself

    I Hate Myself

  • Battle Depression

    I Battle Depression

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  • I Cant Change the Past But I Can Change My Future

    Trying To Look Ahead Posted 6/18/2011
    when i was young from the age of 6 till 9 i was sexually abused. the man who abused me walks free, consequence free. while i live in my own internal hell.i tried every textbook method to forget … [more]

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  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    All For Nothing? Advice Please Posted 6/26/2011
    i have been diagonised with borderline for over 8 years now. I have had almost every single pill underneath the sun. I have been every psychiatrist dream patient because i end up being a test patient … [more]

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  • I Hate Myself

    Behind It All Posted 1/6/2012
    From my long dark hair which roots penetrate my dark diseased mind i hate all the evil thought that swirl through my mind.i have no control over my body my mind. they are vengeful and punish me … [more]

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  • I Have Bulimia

    Advice Please? Posted 9/1/2011
    i am so confused, i can no longer even tell when i am hunger or not? i can't remember the last time i ate and kept it downit is stupid i know but every time i eat it just comes up. anyone ever h… [more]

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  • Love Confessions

    two hearts
    i sit here half the world away, and i feel you slipping away. i want to speak the truth but only lies come to the surface. i speak to you then hang up and speak to another lover, i have lied to both of you. both of you none the wiser of each other. while i like this lie. my prefect boyfriend of 4years in london we have our long distance relationship. My new boyfriend in Melbourne we have our relationship here for the last few months. i continue to carry on with the both of you encouraging the both of you. lying every single day, without an ounce of shame. what kind of woman does that make me? The love of my life in london but my future here in Melbourne. I know something has to give but i fa… [more]

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  • Venting Confessions

    hopital
    i have lost count of how many hospitalizations i been in. When i was younger it didn't seem so bad but at 26 after everything i have seen and learn't you would think something would have sunk in, i due to go back in. with such shame i only have myself to blame for letting a man bring down. You would think after three ******* boyfriends i would learn my lesson but like a ***** i keep going for more.I don't think a "normal guy' has ever liked me or treated me like a lady, its alway me trash them happyme pain them happy. i so sick and tired of it, this is the first time i been single in my life and still bad *** guys just want me, no nice gentlemen no kind hearted guy. Am i such a deviated, am … [more]

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  • Love Confessions

    should i be mad?
    my boyfriend took my money and went out to score. stupid i know. he was meant to come straight home. 6 hours later he still hasn't come back....  this is the second time he's done this to me. he said he would come home. i have never met his friends nor talked to them. he will not introduce me. i know that he's given a lot up for me. however, i can't help but notice that i have been the one to invest in this relationship more so in a money sense and emotional sense. this is not to discount the fact he has been there for me but right now at this moment, i am so shocked and hurt by his behaviour that i have no idea if i am actually angry and the sad thing is it wouldn't matter if i was angry be… [more]

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  • Venting Confessions

    my lies
    I lie in therapy because i don't trust my therapist and am forced to go to therapy.i am faking my soberityWhen i get out of rehab i plan to drinki am having an emotional affair by my boyfriend of 4 yearsi am lying to my new boyfriendI hate myselfi am not ok despite my constant stance stating i am oki everyday wishing i was deadi am so anxious i can't handle it anymore… [more]

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  • sick and tired

    Posted on: June 20th, 2011 at 11:00AM

    Everyday you wake up go about your business so effortlessly. It so simple for you, like second nature. While i spend nights awake praying for some sleep, whatever restless sleep i manage i get up in a panic shaking all over typical for me. Thinking about the day. How the **** am i suppose to walk out of these four walls? its as is a simple task open the door and commence walking but the anxiety has paralyzed me. You all mock me, laugh at me call me crazy. You forget your the ones that locked me up for 3 years took away my rights, freedom and life. then you just pull me out and expect me to live. I have no idea how to live in this ******* society, that constantly condemns me. I don't know how… [more]

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