Male , 36-40

Wistfully melancholy at the best of times - severely depressed at all others, creative mind cursed by inability to express, caring , sensitive but unable to ever properly understand humans. Hopeful pessimist (and poor speller).
Seeking something indefinable, a better day, a happier life, a brand new outlook, salvation even I know not but I seek it.

Last Seen Jun 23
Member Since Apr 29, 2011
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Vices Real Ale and Gluttony.
Special day
Books Love reading but too many favourite books to list.
Music Anything from Rock to Ska, Reggae, Dub Reggae, Indie, Dance, Drum n\' Bass. Also Classical when in the mood.
Movies Love films but too many favourites to list.
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I Am Sorry

I need to say sorry for all the awful things I have done in the past. I am sorry to my Nan. I'm sorry I did not come to see you so much as I got into my early twenties. We were so close and I... [more]
Nomoretomorrow has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Want to Die, I Have Nothing to Live For

    Black Numbness, I Wish For No More Through my life I have experienced depression, from an ever present melancholic wistfulness to full blown depressive episodes, its always been there haunting me every step of my life. i have always fe… [more]
  • I Definitely Chose the Wrong Career

    Well I Chose The Wrong Second Career... My first love was always museums and I eventually got to work in them despite problems that someone from a working class background like myself has getting into a profession that requires a degree and… [more]
  • I Feel Like I Am Being Punished

    I Seriously Feel Like Something Is Trying To Ruin Me On All Fronts I don't why but I really feel, after the last 3 or 4 years, that something beyond my immediate sensory experience is seriously trying to make me as miserable as it can. I worked really hard to g… [more]
  • I Love Spirituality

    Advice From Spiritual People Hi. I have had a strange time of it over the last few years and have done, thought, said and believed a lot of things that I am not proud of. I have been involved with drugs and a petty criminal, noth… [more]