Wistfully melancholy at the best of times - severely depressed at all others, creative mind cursed by inability to express, caring , sensitive but unable to ever properly understand humans. Hopeful pessimist (and poor speller).
Seeking something indefinable, a better day, a happier life, a brand new outlook, salvation even I know not but I seek it.
Black Numbness, I Wish For No More Through my life I have experienced depression, from an ever present melancholic wistfulness to full blown depressive episodes, its always been there haunting me every step of my life. i have always fe… [more]
Well I Chose The Wrong Second Career... My first love was always museums and I eventually got to work in them despite problems that someone from a working class background like myself has getting into a profession that requires a degree and… [more]
I Seriously Feel Like Something Is Trying To Ruin Me On All Fronts I don't why but I really feel, after the last 3 or 4 years, that something beyond my immediate sensory experience is seriously trying to make me as miserable as it can. I worked really hard to g… [more]
Advice From Spiritual People Hi. I have had a strange time of it over the last few years and have done, thought, said and believed a lot of things that I am not proud of. I have been involved with drugs and a petty criminal, noth… [more]