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Member Since Oct 11, 2011
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I Movierama

Star Wars To Star Bores ?? As I sit pondering this subject watching the original films return of the Jedi being amongst my favorite, I can't help but wonder what went wrong as soon as I began to watch I was hooked, transfixed... [more]
Nundochips has shared 2 Mature Experiences
  • I Movierama

    80s And 90s Action Hero's thinking of life passing in the blink of an eye remembering as I watched a action film, during the 80s and early 90s this genre was my absolute favourite type, upto to a ceratin age that I won't na… [more]
  • I Am Emotionally Retarded

    Emotionally Retarded ! I find myself even within my own family in situations where I am totally detached, emotion just doesn't come out it never has, I can see the events unfolding infront of my very eyes but it's like I do… [more]
  • I Have A Secret Hit List

    Hit List of people that I would love to ...........… [more]
  • I Hate Russell Brand

    I Frigging Hate this guy and I actually have no idea why lol !… [more]
  • Work Confessions

    One day ..........
    I'm going to be in a boy band :) I wish to be the fat one that can't dance, that gets caught eating crisps in the tour bus whilst having my toe nails painted, also I would like only green M&Ms in my dish, with a side of brussel sprouts with smiley face painted on them, oh but to dream ! … [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    Is it better.......
    To live a mundane life, discontent but happy at the results, or to be content doing your passion, my job pays the bills I get by better than most i have the materials things I wished for but doing the same things week in week out, work, exercise, at the same times every week on that timetable of obscurity, friends that you grew up with having none of the passions you have not even interested in the same subject matter for general conversation, sometimes i find myself sat watcing them talk thinking christ I'm bored it's like the scene in movies when it passes by in the blink of an eye but the subject is sat in a time loop of slow motion.Do i already know the answer to this question or am i ju… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    ................... sturggling
    sigh :( ..............................… [more]
  • Venting Confessions

    From afar......
    Isn't it amazing thinking back to my old school days well to be honest they weren't my so called " best days of my life " but that girl you thought you loved or admired from afar that you thought about each day wondering if she would talk to you, realising proably that if you had spoken to her that knot in your stomach would have passed alot quicker, "ah" the things you learn as you become older. Talking to people, say that girl I talk to her now, it's easy I say hello she says goodbye but at least I talk to her, polite chit chat which would have made my toes curl at school, how many times had you wished and regretted not saying something to a person good or bad that ate away inside you for… [more]
  • Flashed

    Posted on: February 12th, 2012 at 2:36PM

    Today whilst pounding the treadmill, for some strange reason my life started to slide through my head, images flashing of what I consider important times, teachers saying great idea, reports saying could be brilliant, needs to apply himself, most things in my life have been a crescendo to great, then falling away because I thought it was done or I became disinterested. My parents seemed to have this trait but I don't believe you inherit their traits, I believe your the person you make yourself, so far I can honestly say I don't care much for what I have achieved, living through my Dad Leaving and my Mums various suicide attempts, leaving her in a wheel chair now from alcoholism seems to have… [more]


  • .......... really !

    Posted on: March 15th, 2013 at 6:40PM

    It's been 10 years since I saw her last ! today at work as I started my shift, I stood, out the corner of my eye I noticed a girl, a women faint recognition as she walked past me it couldn't't be..................... now if you have read any of my blogs their was once one about the love of my life, how she melted into the background leaving me alone, it felt that way, never having been involved romantically with her, just to be around her made me turn in to that little boy who didn't know what to do ! I am still a coward for not displaying my feelings.Well it was her ! I'm not normally lost for words but at this instant one moment in the fleeting mess that is my life everything felt OK, time… [more]


  • EMO !

    Posted on: December 16th, 2011 at 5:59PM

    Sat here, the television is blaring, hypnotically keeping me to the sofa reaching for various snacks, juice or anything for my hands to play with, as always I want to change my life use what I call my creative skills to make a difference move away from my mundane ability to sit doing nothing. I'm an active guy my life is full of activities, I can call friends talk to them if I wish maybe not about my inner fears but at least just to chat, something is missing though I need to place my finger on it. What stops me believing in me, fear, motivation or just plain laziness, the words that strike terror into my heart every time I hear them, I WANT, I WANT and I hear myself say you may want but yo… [more]


  • Today..... I feel like Johnny Cash........

    Posted on: December 22nd, 2012 at 7:41PM

    I hurt myself ......... not in a physical way but a mental way, I allowed things in my head, I DON'T do that it's a rule, things in your bonce make you think, at the moment when I think I see nothing. My Mum died last month this happens to everyone I know, I don't want sympathy, dealing with the masses of well wishers was hard even my own personal friends saw how uncomfortable with human contact I am at the funeral, even betting amongst themselves that they would hug me to just to make me uncomfortable ( I frigging love those guys ) when my parents split I never cried I was 16 who cries at 16 to me a wimp at that age your a man not a boy, still makes me laugh when I think about my Mum puttin… [more]