Female , 26-30
Feeling lonely
loneliest halloween ever

Last Seen Nov 18, 2013
Member Since Oct 17, 2010
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I Am Interested In Wicca

Spell Question When I was younger I was involved in Wicca, however it was in a bad point in my life and I didn't fully understand or practice correctly, Now 15 years later after many other paths I have found my way... [more]
Nupi has shared 4 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Fake Why is it that we feel the need to be what everyone expects us to be? I feel like I'm dying inside and don't really have the desire to wake up again, but I put on a smile and continue to act like ever… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Memories And Personality Shifts I have problems remembering my life. I can remember certain events, for example the birth of my kids but when I remember it it's like a dream. Its like the person in the memory is not me. I can't… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Bpd Issues Rant I've known that I've had BPD for several years now. I am a single mom of 4. Well I have recently started talking to someone I use to date and I think were dating? It's so weird, I am use to relation… [more]
  • I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

    Struggling With Everyday Changes I have BPD and have noticed that everyday small changes are really hard for me. If my routine changes for example holidays, extremely hard. I get depressed easily and feel like everything I thought I … [more]
  • Offtopic Confessions

    Why Can't People Just Talk
    I don't know why people just can't say what they are feeling..why is it so hard? I know I am the first to admit I'm guilty. I don't speak my feeling then everyone wonders what wrong then I wonder what's wrong with everyone else. They can tell by the way I act and its all over my face. However, they are they same way I have anxiety all day wondering what's wrong, what they are feeling. It eats at me so much I can't stand it. I really think from now on i'm going to try to be that bitchy woman that ALWAYS says whatever she thinks or feels. At least I would be honest and this **** woulnt' set on me all day.… [more]
  • Embarrassing Confessions

    Who is baby's daddy?
    I'm not sure who the father of my child is. I have fraternal twins and I by looks alone I think one belongs to one man and the other twin belongs to another. I am so ashamed and have told no one. State child support will being doing a DNA test before to long and I will be exposed. I just don't want my family and friends to know. Jesus I've turned into a Jerry Springer depressing..… [more]
  • Other Confessions

    Do I need drama?
    I recently changed from a very crazy life, me and my boyfriend fought all the time. We constantly had to be on the go, never just staying at home. We had two children that went along with us. I thought then that I hated it. A normal life, come home in the evening and family time was all I wanted. A relationship without fighting and breaking up drama. Now I've moved away from everyone I know and that's what I have now. A predictable, however socially isolated life. Me and my new boyfriend rarly go out and have a mundane home life. No fighting, no drama. At the same time I crave something to happen. I miss feeling plugged in to something. I know everyday what will happen. We are starting to h… [more]