Female , 31-35
Feeling depressed
Heartbroken forever.

Single. Social Anxiety, OCD, Depression. Pansexual (aka gender blind), 90% Lesbian. Virgin. Live with my mom. Like butch gals, sensitive guys, goofballs, punk/rock/goth styles, tattoos, piercings, chains & dark clothes. I crush on celebs, feel 16, like being goofy & am drawn to people who don't mind showing their inner child. NOT looking for anything sexual or offline meetings here! I am very shy & have trust issues. Previously Arthur2Dudley.

Last Seen Dec 12, 2014
Member Since Jun 20, 2009
Favorite Quote Love Thy Nature.
  • 100% American
  • and a little German
  • and a little English
  • and a little Polish
Vices Online Surfing, eBay, Facebook & Tumblr
Politics Moderate
Horoscope Pisces
Special day
Books Dudley Moore: An Authorised Biography
Music Beatles, Madonna, Depeche Mode, Courtney Love, NIN, John Denver, Beethoven, Classic Rock, Oldies, Classical
Movies The Lost Boys, Arthur 2: On The Rocks, Bedazzled, The Birdcage, Batman, Spider-Man 2
Local Time May 24th, 8:09 AM

I Am a Virgin

34-year-old Female Virgin. So I'll be 35 in March. Because of my anxiety issues, I've only hung out (I made it clear it was just as friends) with a few guys over the years. I'm not your typical girl; no make-up, no fancy... [more]
OckGal has shared 3 Mature Experiences
  • I Have Social Anxiety

    Social Anxiety....people Don't Get It. [EDITED] I've never been popular. Never looked very girly. Was a tomboy when I was little. Been made fun of in every grade of school. Even though school was a hassle, it was a reason to get me out of the … [more]
  • I Love Butch Girls

    Will I Ever Find One? I was recently in my first relationship (online) but they lost interest in me. I had no idea I would ever fall in love with a girl (who turned out to be a trans-male, which was fine). Now my eyes are … [more]
  • I Battle Depression and Anxiety

    I'm Okay. Nope, Now I'm Crying. The title pretty much explains how I feel a lot of the time. I'm 33. I'm a virgin. I only just recently (last year) entered a relationship. He lives in another state and is 20. Age isn't … [more]
  • I Am a Hannibal Lecter Fan

    I Am a Hannibal Lecter Fan! When "Hannibal" came out, I went to see it in the theatre. Then went MANY times more when it hit the cheap theatre. I was going 2 times a day. Some times there were only a couple oth… [more]
  • It finally happened. I am in love.

    Posted on: April 13th, 2010 at 8:22PM

    It's been a while since I came here. But I felt the need to share what's been going on in my boring lil' life. Just before turning 32 (in March) of this year, I was hanging out on LiveJournal. I had gotten back into a celebrity I had liked in middle school, started a group and a couple people joined. Person #1 had a bit of an ego but we hit it off really well. Person #1 is a girl (only physically) and was 18 at the time we started talking. I was drawn to her immediately and when I found myself getting jealous over things she'd post about involving other people, I knew there was something going on there. At first I tried to avoid it (didn't work very well), then I got too involved with my … [more]


  • Kennedy and Hair Cut!

    Posted on: December 15th, 2009 at 6:43PM

    I haven't been on here in a long time. I've been hanging out on Twitter (OckGal) and lately on LiveJournal (after a long break from there). I'm EMKennedy on LJ but it's just ramblings about Ted Kennedy, so not much reason to add me if you don't like him. I used to like him back in middle school and was sad when he died, which lead me to get back into him again. Enough about that, though. I went to get my hair cut the other month. Told the woman about 3/4 of an inch long. I'm bad at math, but my profile picture I just put up seems slightly shorter than 3/4 of an inch, eh? She used nothing but a razor (snips for a few spots, though). It was a bit of a shock, but I actually like how it turned… [more]


  • More lies from ex.

    Posted on: August 6th, 2013 at 9:26AM

    When he broke up with me, he said he didn't want to be with ANYone. Said maybe he was supposed to be alone forever. The whole sob story. He had a new grroup of friends before he left me. I said one of the guys liked him and he said he didn't. I asked if he liked any of his friends as more than friends and he said no. So how convenient that not long after he dumps me, he's now dating that guy. The funny part is, the guy likes GIRLS. Ex can tell me all he wants about how his new bf knows he's trans (or lack of since he never does anything at all to transition, but why would he when his huge boobs get him so much attention that he loves?). But I know this is just another example of him using … [more]


  • My sites

    Posted on: June 22nd, 2009 at 6:59PM

    Thought I'd share a few links to some of my sites in case people wanna add me. MySpace (I mainly use it to store my photos) - Facebook (don't use this too much) - LiveJournal (mostly Dudley Moore stuff) - Twitter (addictive!) - DudleySJMoore YouTube channel (all my Dudley videos) -… [more]