omega998 18-21, M

For the past year or so I've been experiment with substances and I sometimes I  feel like it's really worsening the reason I started them in the first place. I feel like this all started because my ex and I broke up right before I started college and shortly after she began dating someone who I used to consider my best friend. I have a few close friends still, but all we do most of the time(during the summer) is smoke, play games, have philosophical arguments, and watch movies. I went from being the inexperienced one(my ex dislike any type of mind altering substances) to becoming the neuronaught of the group. I feel so numb to everything and don't feel like the future has much in store for m… [more]